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Name--> NYX Gary

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Update!

So much things happen in so little time.

HSO(Hair Salon Operation) project got shove up my ass and caught me by surprise. The best of all, I have forgotten that this Thursday, there is a phase test - Men's Haircut.

I was in serious trouble.

Mr Lim apparently isn't very happy that I have been skipping school for the past term, and most of it, theory lessons. But I shall prove to him, I can catch up. I guess this might be a time to put what I have learnt during my absence into good use.

Still, making a teacher who expects you to do great things to lose his trust on you is definitely not a good thing. But if you were to see it in my way - It's actually a burden off my shoulders. The formula that leads to my downfall is this:

Stress + Pressure from higher-ups + Expectations = A large decrease in the speed of my ability to absorb and learn things.

But on the brighter side, I manage to find a model.
He is none other than Ong Zi Yang(Seth).

After school, I went to Starbucks at West Coast Plaza to slack. I studied a bit while waiting for Seth to arrive. When he arrived, we simply sit down there and talk about stuffs.

I got bored and eventually asked him to pose for me.
I borrowed a pencil from him and started drawing him.

When Gordon arrive, I did the same thing too.

My phone battery was out, and Gordon is kind enough to let me use his phone. I was anticipating a call - From my baby girl.

And as usual, she did. Though we only manage to chat a bit.

When I reach home, she was waiting for me online. (so good right?)

Chat with her over MSN(finally, its working!) and through Facebook.

And I receive a very special message from her.

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My teacher gave us an essay on love. What is love? Define love. Who to love? Does it last? How do I know that's love? I once read this article on love. It was written by a little girl.

'I know mommy loves daddy because mommy always saves the best piece of chicken for daddy.'

If love is something so simple, why can't we apply it? Why can't we all love? Why does love hurt? Why is it a broken heart can never recover? Or can it? The truth is the world is bitter and cold. Life works that way to strengthen us so that we can fight back, a training for us to withstand the pain.

Love is the start of a new beginning. Why? Like a flower, it blossoms, withers, fades into ashes and gets returned to where it came from. Love is experience and experience is the best teacher. I've had my share of love. Sad to say, I've had a fair share of a broken heart as well as breaking hearts. I guess I'm afraid of love. I fear I may love more than I'm supposed to. I fear I'll have a change of heart. I fear my love will turn into hatred but most of all, I fear the pain and grief that comes with it.

I loved my idol, my best friend. Until I was betrayed and shamed. I loved my first boyfriend. Not realizing how he made love to another. I loved many guys after that. Only to end up crying again and again. By the time everything was over, I gave up on love.

Not long ago, I discovered the true meaning of love. Questions answered and more. What is love? Love is hearing laughter, seeing smiles and having fun being yourself with those who care about you. Love is thinking your heart is dead and something revives it. Love is the ability to share something precious to you. Define love. Love is something inside you, it's always there. Who to love? Love those who are willing to give their lives to protect you. Does it last? It has an expiry date tagged all over it, eternity. How do I know that's love? Simple.

I love you.

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I'm speechless, but happy. Very very very happy.

And I want you to know that I love you too.

So baby girl,

Take my hand, and you shall see Eternity.

Ich Liebe Dich.

8:25 AM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

My oh my... Its been so long since I last updated.

*BEWARE, LONG POST DETECTED*

To tell you the truth.
I have gotten lazy when it comes to blogging.

The inspiration to blog just fades every time I log in.

Just a brief update, I guess.

A lot of things happened - Both happy and sad.

Happy events will be such as Jason's Wedding.

Before I go for Jason's and Sheryl's Wedding Dinner, I had to go orchard first. Why?

It was also Greg's birthday!

Meet up with the rest of the sparring group and we took a 15mins walk from Orchard MRT to somewhere near Tanglin mall there. Greg's house is hard to find. -_-"

When we reach, it was an eye opener.

The outside dont really attract my attention, but the inside... Wooooaaaahhh... It's really nice.

Nope, definitely not luxuriously nice, but more to the kind of simple with a pinch of luxury. Most people who attended Greg's birthday celebration are Caucasians, with some Atas. He also turn his birthday celebration into something quite unique.

There is no cake.

There is only Pie. D:

In addition, there are various food there. But certainly not something we see everyday. Salad, some very sour white sauce with cucumber/capsicum inside, and many more. It was nice, but definitely not for singaporean's taste it's your first time trying it. There are many beers and wine, but the good me did not drink them. :)

Why? The answer will unfold, so dont rush. :D

Check the time. It's 6.35pm.
Alright, I gotta go. So I wishes Greg the usual birthday wishes and left.
As I was walking, I am planning in my head:

Will I be late if I take the train then take the bus?

Looking at the time. I decided it's best to take a Taxi. So I went to Tanglin Mall and waited for a cab at the taxi stand. It didn't take long for one to come by - this area is a rich man's zone after all. :x

What I predicted was correct. I soon got caught up in a traffic jam at Mountbatten Road. If I had taken a bus from Paya Lebar MRT, I will most probably be screwed real bad. Lucky me!

But the jam did affect me. The taxi couldnt move much. We are stop at every traffic lights! Even the taxi driver was agitated. The shortest route was jam-pack with cars and bus, and we only move 4m before the cab have to stop all the time. So the taxi driver and I got real sick and tired of waiting, and we took a longer way instead.

Good thing the traffic aint that bad on the longer route. But the thing is... When I reach...

<_<

>_>

-_-"

Where is everyone? D<

The only people present there are the old folks and Sheryl's side of the family and friends. Where are the rest of the teenagers/young adults that are suppose to here at my table? D<

Haiz, I guess it's the traffic at fault. -_-"

All in all, the dinner was great. But we didn't really receive good service though. The AUNTY that is serving us is really crappy. Do things so rough. Like, how did she expect us drink our wine when she cant even pour properly!? *facepalm*

A few drops of wine went wasted because of her carelessness.

Haiz, even I can do better than this. -_-"

We keep drinking and drinking. Not a chance to rest at all. :(

Both me and Jackson already felt heavy. He had to drink with a lot with my uncle(seeing that he is my cousin's boyfriend), and I had to drink because Aunty Anne wants me to drink with her for not appearing at most of my family's event. *facepalm*

Worse, I dont know why this have to happen, but my dad - who dont drink at all - come over to my table and make everyone drink. Being his son, I have to finish the glass with him. Crap thing is, I just refilled it. *facepalm*

After that, me and Jackson went out to get some fresh air.

Our head seriously hurts and haiz, we just feel so heavy all of a sudden. -_-"

Its a good thing he had the mint sweet 'halls', with him. It helps a lot.

Went back for photo-taking and then realized that, we all, are to go Eski Bar at Clark Quay to drink more. Why? To celebrate the october babies.

Which means - Me, Calista, Cindy-sis, Da-ge.

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Fast forwarding...

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At Eski Bar. Trust me, Im already drunk.

There are times where I go to the toilet with the feeling that im going to puke, but it didnt happen.I keep spamming on ice water trying to stay sober. D<

But never got the chance because we had to drink Green Fairy and Waterfall. *facepalm*

While drinking Green Fairy, I accidentally let the fire 'burn' my throat. The fiery feeling is unforgettable, in a bad way. T.T

After Waterfall, I didnt drink anymore. I just keep spamming on water to stay sober.

After that, quickly went home in a cab with Da-ge and Er-ge. By the time I reach home, I simply change out and collapse to sleep. -_-"

I shall stop here.

Sorry for the abrupt ending but...

I lazy to post on the sad part, so too bad. >D

4:14 PM