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Name--> NYX Gary

Gender--> Male

D.O.B--> 13.10.1991

Age--> 18

Status--> Attached

Country--> Singapore

School--> ITE CE (Simei)

Class--> UH0901A


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Friday, August 28, 2009

Ok fine.

I have no intention of updating this actually.

I had the intention to post some pictures taken at the Natsu Matsuri, but here is the problem.

My blogger dashboard and posting page got problem!

It happen on my Mozilla Firefox,Google Chrome and Safari. This results in me unable to post pictures, and worse - I cant even bold my words!

This is seriously shit.

Well, Natsu Matsuri was fun, but I keep wearing the same old Yukata! D:
Need to get a new one soon. :3

Nothing much have been happening actually.

But I do know one thing.

I NEED MODELS!
People who wants to colour their hair without bleaching, be it strangers who chanced upon this blog or my friends, contact me~! I need model on every Tuesday Morning, 8am and Friday Morning, 8am. You will have to pay $8 if your hair is short, $12 if its medium(shoulder length), $16 if its long. I know it sucks, getting model to pay for amateur services, but the money is used buy colour products for our practice uses. We use it almost everyday! I do not mind paying half of the price, if needed. :D

But on the September 9, 2009, I need someone with hair at shoulder length or longer, and have never done colour to their hair before(virgin hair). Why?

ITS FOR MY TEST!!! SOMEONE, ANYONE, HELP~~!!!!

I also need a model for haircut, its free. Every Thursday, 9am. Anyone is welcomed. Please, trust my skills! D:

So if you wanna get your haircut or coloured, do contact me~! Just post on my tagboard that you are interested, I will get back to you. :)

Hehehe, also.

I receive enlightenment. Perhaps that is the reason why I'm able to stay rather happy all the time now? :D
Though at the cost of this, my health seems to decline recently.

To make matter worse, I have been MIA-ing from school often! Most of them are theory lessons, which I have confidence in catching up in a split second, that is why I decided to rest at home on some theory days to better rest my already tired body and mind. Most of my personal problems, I have already settled them!

Now, I need some fun.
And, I should try out some new stuffs.

I'm so gonna tatoo that one word(in traditional chinese) on my left chest, big and red. >:3
Those who knows it, ssssshhhhhhhh~
Gotta keep it a secret ok~?
I won't make your life good if you guys reveal it~ :)

Think it's time.
Operation: 'Get that body!' - officially commence~
Cannot slack le, it's time to say goodbye to my belly and welcome the abs! :D
I shall - Go school gym, to do weights | Go swimming, to relax muscles and stretch | Shadow-Boxing, to sweat it out | Shin-Kendo and Spear arts, for the posture | Go reservoir, to run that 6.5km once or twice a week.
I can do it, because change I can~! (think Obama)

Well, that is all about what I have to update.
There won't be any pictures until the pages works properly for me once more, very sorry people. :(

Oh yeah, before I forget...
To my idiot of a sister, Maureen.
You better be doing your regular studying and cultivating your self-discipline! D<
*facepalm*

8:10 PM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

I can't believe it.

After recovering from a major headache, I fell sick instantly.

Yesterday, I could barely stand.
Walking is hard.

Argh.

Panadol doesn't seems to help, but I have to take them to relieve the pain.

This is so... Haiz....

My throat hurts from all the coughing.
I can't seem to breath properly too.

I hope I better quickly recover soon. I still need to go to school!
I missed out a lot of lessons already, and I know I am lagging behind.

Man, of all times, why now?
Can't I get sick during Holidays? -_-"

Haiz.

11:52 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

The day is finally here.

I have lost my will to live on.

I'm very sorry to the people who have added me in MSN requesting for help, but I can't go on anymore. I decided not to help anyone anymore.

Like wise to my friends who have known me well, sorry for disappointing everyone by returning to how I was before.

To my friends who have not see me and know me well enough, sorry for being such an asshole. This is what happens when one person reach its limit, and drop his mask.

I have a confession to make: The very fact that Im an asshole remains true since I was in primary school. The person that literally help anyone with their problems here is in fact an asshole. The noble and kind is nothing but a mask.

It's only understandable that you will not be able to tolerate my anal attitude.
Even when you say you can, I know in the near future, you will still block me and have me erased from your contact list because you seriously can't take it anymore. Likewise, I don't want to see anyone of you getting hurt because of my anal attitude.

I'm really tired of everything.
I'm really sick of everything.
I'm really frustrated over myself.

This may very well seem like an end of line for me.

I thank those who cared for me and immediately ask is there anything that you can do to help me, but there really isn't any.

I still couldn't overcome my own weakness after so long, and I didn't know it.
I feel so ashamed of myself.

I really can't do anything great, other than bringing disappointment, anger, sorrow and irritation.

I know I'm in no position to say this but...
Spare a thought for me - I'm tired of helping. I'm tired of being kind. I'm tired of being patience.

Time, please be on my side.
Time...

10:58 PM