Tuesday, June 30, 2009
This is shit.
Here I am trying to update my blog, the dam blogger cant seems to upload picture.
Dam it man.
I intend to let picture do the talking instead of typing an essay report out.
Now, I just dont feel the mood to update without those photos.
But yeah, pass few days, been enjoying myself.
Hanging out with friends, going back to my 'playground' at Sunset Way for a photoshoot as a photographer(though i didnt take any pic), hanging out with old friends...
Its the best.
Yet, it hurts.
Something just hurt.
The only thing I can do, is to support you all the way and wish you happiness.
As long as you are happy, I wont regret.
12:54 PM
Friday, June 19, 2009
Alright people, I'm very sorry for the very late update.
A few people actually thought I have abandon this blog. D:
Nah, I won't.
If I want to stop blogging, I would have destroy this blog instead of letting it rot here.
Here are a few pictures. :D
I'm also lazy with explaining over and over again the events and some other 'blah blah blah' stuffs, including some of the events that somewhat went F.U.B.A.R.
So I picked out a few nice picture taken by Yours Truly. :P
I wont post all lah, because of my crappy internet connection/speed.

With Chee Yang as my on-the-spot model, I took this shot. See the blue sky? Wanted to put the 'Distant World' on it, but yeah, realise I just might screw it up, so I left it as it is.

I took this shot while most of my classmates are playing some games. Qi Kuang obviously loves getting snapped by a camera. -_-"

Night falls, the BBQ started. I didn't eat much, or anything at all. Was kinda feeling full and my appetite somewhat vanishes. I took this shot.
Chee Yang again. Using the red brick wall found all around the chalet area, I took this shot and intend to add 'A Missing Piece', but yeah... Thought about it and realise I am gonna do some serious photoshop, which I dont have the skills, so left it blank. :P Note: Chee Yang, come and get your pictures!
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The picture below are taken on a different day.
Me and Hong Wei decided to treat Freida to a breakfast buffet as a thank for becoming my model for my exam.
Where we went to?
We went to Julien Boulevard.
It is located near Raffles Place MRT station, at this building call Ascott Place.
Hong Wei was suppose to taste my burning fist.
The reason? HE LIED.
Saying by bus, we have to walk less to reach the place.
IN THE END...
The place is right beside the MRT station. D<
But he ate too much burning fist during most of his free time spent at my house chit chatting and leeching internet, so I spared him. :) *im forgiving, aint I?*
Anyway, here are the very few pictures taken by Yours Truly and Hong Wei.
The first one. There is Tea, Orange Juice, and a bowl full of different kind of bread, ranging from whole grain to... Oh whatever, I cant remember how many types of bread there are! Freida can't finish it though. Taken by Hong Wei.
This shot is taken by me. Hong Wei does something Epic. He drop the lid of the erm... kettle? into the tea, while pouring. o_O" Sometimes, he makes you wonder where did his skills as a waiter working in a banquet goes... Anyway, notice something special in this pic? THERE IS A COW! :D
It holds milk, obviously.
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The next set of pictures below is taken by Yours Truly and Hong Wei.
We went to an assortment of places because we are bored after eating!
So we went wandering from Raffles Place to Esplanade, then from Esplanade to City Hall, City Hall to Bugis, back from Bugis to City Hall, and from City Hall to Botanic/Botanical Garden.
The weather.
Too HOT.
I'm like a polar bear placed into a desert. -_-"
I sweat so much, that my hair, face, shirt and body is wet. -_-"
This is the pavillion taken by me. It is a very good place to take photoshoot for marriage and other purposes such as cosplay too! But PLEASE, no Naruto or some ninja/samurai anime series/games here, the background setting is SO WRONG! Its more for Vampire Knight, Guilty Gear, Final Fantasy and such. -_-"
This alternate shot is taken by Hong Wei. More focus on the pavillion, and less focus on the sky, I think. In fact, when he take this, there is a scandal happening at the Pavillion. We actually went up the Pavillion, but as we stomp up, a couple was making out - Oral. So we pretend we didn't see it, behave like bastards loitering around there then left that place. :)
And the last picture my blog will have regarding the trip to this 'garden'. Who is the photographer?
The answer - the Drain.
No worries, it's dry, and clean, with lots of leaves. :)
9:19 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Exams are over.
I am glad Freida could be my model, or else I really wont know what to do.
Likewise, I would like to thank all my friends and brothers-in-arms, for trying their best to help me find a model.
Much thanks goes to Hong Wei, for calling and asking Freida down to be my model.
Much thanks goes to Kaen, Moster, Luca, Acktosh, and basically everyone, for keeping a lookout for a suitable model.
Haiz.
Even when examinations are finished, why am I still so... Uncomfortable?
I really dont know.
I had already move on, leaving behind what is meant to be left behind.
I had help countless of people, strangers and friends alike with their problems at hand.
So why am I still feeling so down?
I have a few things I want to rant about.
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Warning label: Do not read ahead if you cant take rants.
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Firstly, I want to bring to the world a very straight fact. I am not a gangster! Gangster fight in groups, I prefer to avoid fights, because I know I will win no matter what numbers they have.
Secondly, I am not a flirt/playboy!
Please! For God's sake. How am I a playboy when I dont have the charisma to attract girls?
Thirdly, staying neutral is my code of conduct, therefore I dont take sides!
Because of this, sometimes, I disagree with your point of view because I see them as not a neutral prospective. That doesnt mean I have an disagreement or I hate you or something!
Lastly...
I misjudged my own capacity to help others.
And this, is the biggest mistake I have made. The side effects of this isnt good. I am at lost for words when talking to certain people, and I tends to avoid helping others all of a sudden. I became awkward towards others who need help. I had also become unable to talk normally to those who I have help before, as I run out of words to say quickly.
I dont feel as if I am myself.
Haiz, even now, I dont even know how should I end this post.
So let just end it here, ok readers?
8:08 PM
Monday, June 1, 2009
Haiz, things stressed up.
I know clearly I didnt do well for my exams.
In fact, I am not in the mood to take my STS exam today.
I just couldn't concentrate.
And right after my exam, I receive a very unpleasant SMS.
"Eh, sorry I cant be your model for your wednesday exam. Very sorry leh, my boyfriend disapprove of it..."
*clap hands*
I instantly delete the SMS and facepalm-ed.
Breaking a promise just because your boyfriend ask you to do so?
What are you?
A bitch or a human?
I know your relationship with him is going on for quite a few months, and have been through break-ups and are now together again.
BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO DO EVERY SINGLE THING HE SAYS OR CARRY HIS BALLS!!!
What has become of you? Please do some thinking. This isn't Love, this is Stupidity.
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On a side note.
If you are her boyfriend and is reading this, and is pissed off by what I said, you can always approach me de. She got my phone number anyway, so if you want to talk it out like a gentleman or you want to settle it like a barbarian, just come.
Lu Bu is here, waiting.
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Sorry people, I know I kinda sound harsh there but yeah, I am really pissed off.
I simply hate to see people change because of relationships, in a bad way.
Guess it kinda triggers the bomb in me.
So, who wanna be my haircut model for this Wednesday?
Its for my exams, and hair length must be at least shoulder length, and not any shorter. Its 10am at ITE Simei.
If interested, please contact me ASAP. Thank you.
10:27 PM