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Name--> NYX Gary

Gender--> Male

D.O.B--> 13.10.1991

Age--> 18

Status--> Attached

Country--> Singapore

School--> ITE CE (Simei)

Class--> UH0901A

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice - 'Loveless' Act V

Over these few days, I have not been updating. Reason being I was hoping that my results for all the test taken so far will be shown. But I definitely was wrong. So finally, I am here to blog.

As for school, I dont really have anything much to talk about. Things are just going fine, nothing too bad nothing too good. This is all what I just wanted - A simple school life.

Yet, a chain of events happened. Yes, E.S.E just happened. For people who dont know what E.S.E means, it just stands for - Explosive Shit Events.

Lots of truth and lies uncovered. Conspiracy is everywhere. Someone tries to play it smart. Unfortunately, that Someone was found hiding behind a Shield of Words - Words that we blindly trust in regards to our years of friendship. We give the person 100% trust, and what we see now, is that we only receive less than 5% of that person's trust.

Let's just say, I felt betrayed.

Multiple times did I swallow my pride for the sake of that person. And multiple times did I have to face embarassment directly and indirectly caused by that person. Multiple times have I control my anger towards that person. To spare the sands, the seas, the skies, I took the damage and became the silent sacrifice. Never did once have I not trust him. Never did once have I did something to cause him harm in anyway.

And apparently, I have been stab in the back by the very person I trusted so much. If in his anger is he allowed to insult me with words directly in front of me and at my back, then that does grants me the ability to do the same, right?

But I wont, and will never do it. Because he still, is a dear friend of mine.

As for the situation that regards this Someone with another friend, I feel the betrayal is even greater. For not telling the truth, for saying the lies all these times, for using him all these times and for stabbing in his back all these time... Haiz, cant help but to say that all these things that happen to the victim seriously ignites my anger.

I been thinking through countless days and nights, and finally come to the conclusion.

This is the very last time I will ever respect him.

If that bastard does not seek to repent himself, I will bring my own Justice into him.

I learnt a lesson.

Last but not least, a special note addressed to the person...

You do not deserve to be call a human. Despite your social status, you are just a animal. You should be happy though, you got things to go your way all these years, but do realise it soon... The next chapter of your book of life, will be filled with many barricades - and there will be many that you cant break down - and these barricades, will tear your teenage life apart, inside out.

8:23 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return - 'Loveless' Act V

First things first. I have not been updating. Reason being my brain is under heavy service maintainence and so I began concentrating more on body-building/conditioning. :)

So here is a rough update on what is happening recently.

I got myself a job; with Nelson on alternate shifts - Working at Green Adventure @ Jurong Point(new extension) every Saturday and Sunday! $4 per hour, but hell... Its a shop that sells Uniform Groups and Outdoor Adventures/Camps stuffs... It's something that I have knowledge in. Also, Lady Boss is very nice to both of us, and that alone can make up for the little pay we received. Its fun working there!

And so... With the pay I receive, it will be first spend on a backpack in the shop itself! >D

The Whey Protein Powder I bought from GNC not long ago is showing its effect. My forearms show the most effect of the powder, its already hardening and I can feel power! Once my body is done with the conditioning... Yukimura Sanada Cosplay will officially starts! >D

The bunny bag that I have is seriously bad for my shoulders. Even now, it strains/aches in pain from constant gym training and carrying of the bunny bag.

I have also manage to run 2.4km under 13mins! Im finally returning back to my physique and body condition of the me during sec 3/4! And roughly in about 3 weeks time, Boxing, here I go! >D

But yeah, today - is the day where Fate slammed its prediction on me again. Not only am I not able to reach my target 'A' for my haircut phase test, now I can only predict that I will get a 'C' or even a 'D'. My left hand keeps trembling. No, its not from nervousness. I am, very very VERY SURE, that I am not nervous. My muscles was just too tired and strained to even allow me to lift properly and thus, staggered has I cut the dolly head's hair. Even Mr.Ong, when he saw what I was doing, he knew the results will not come out good. My usual standards were stripped away.

Definitely, I cant help but to feel depressed. I was once again, defeated by Fate, who is in control of every single situation, and definitely find a way to break my assault down without mercy.

And thanks to someone's help in lifting my spirit back, I am much better now.

The road ahead, will be without promises, but should I stop here? NO! I wont, even if it is to cost my life. Nothing will forestall my royal return. My soldiers will once again break down the strong walls that keeps Fate safe, and brings Judgement upon them.

9:15 PM