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Name--> NYX Gary

Gender--> Male

D.O.B--> 13.10.1991

Age--> 18

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Country--> Singapore

School--> ITE CE (Simei)

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Saturday, January 31, 2009

We did it!

It was a success! Our group is the only group of performers that dont need to do pre-arrange practice! :D

All we need to do, is to go out there, and spar like any sunday training. :D

The Historical Weaponry Training Group, HWTG for short, have manage to capture the attention of the viewers of the Pre-Parade! XD

We receive more applause than the percussion performers. >D

During First day, I wore a normal track pants and white T-shirt with 4 chinese letters at the back. :D

For those who dont know what are those words, i will explain. It says - Kanetsugu Naoe. Did it to test the printing of the words on T-shirts. :D

I keep using my halberd.

The music for our performance start, and we jog in, in a line. Turn to audiences, Jack shouted "Rei!" and we bow. To start the match off, Greg fights with Jack. Watching the two pros fight send chills down our spine as we watch.

I have to thanks Faiz for being third in the row so that he gets to fight Greg. :D

So when his fight with Greg ends... He will fight with me, fourth in the row.

I didnt know I did something awful until the end of performance. D:
I hit him with a thrust at a point where his armor aint covering. T.T
He got bruise after that and I was so dam guilty. I didnt know where I was hitting... In my mind, i goes "I must hit, I must hit, I must kill, I must kill..." and tadaa... I really hit, and at the place i wasnt aimming! D<

After that, was the multiple vs multiple.

Greg was godly. 1 vs 2 and he won. D:
When it was my turn to go in, the japanese side(Jack's team) got 4... And European/Chinese side (Greg's team, which im in) got 3!

We make a comeback victory when Greg goes on rampage! :D

Ok, I cut things short.

Second day, which is today...

I have to wear Hakama, joining the Japanese side but Greg's team is out of manpower... So Jack brought his Karate Gi and I wore it... With a freaking blackbelt. 

Imagine the stress I go through. I DEFINITELY NOT a blackbelt, but I am wearing one.

But I am proud to say, today's demostration, I was in top form and manages to hit one headshot with the halberd against Faiz! :D

And then survive with one hand holding onto the halberd against two charging swordmen! XD

I made it up another level! I have improve!!!! I finally dare to call myself a Halberdier. :D

And we ended rather quickly. :D

Multiple vs Multiple today is rather fun, though I got killed once, I manage to survive 3 of it, with one as the very special one handed halberdier against two samurai. :D

Actually, my hope of successfully getting out of that situation is grim. D:
I somehow manage to finish the both of them because they are stick to each other so closely that the swing of my halberd dont have to be so big to get to another guy. :D

We ended out day and me and Faiz go eat Long John Silver. The taste of fries never been so good. :D

And then I will end the post. :D

11:25 PM

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Finally!
I get to update with pictures that I took! >D
Literally forced Hong Wei to return my camera - he is hogging onto it for too long! Cant blame him. Neither he nor I expect his poly course to need so many video taking!

But yeah, I got back my camera so I went to school and take some pics! :D
Some very normal pics though. I have not touched my camera for awhile and I have totally lost touch with it. Now not only must form feelings for my precious scissors, but my camera too!

The day starts where I was almost late. Reason being - Stomach ache! I know sounds like an excuse, but perhaps with this weak stomach of mine you will know what I go through every morning. It was dam hard for me to move my right arm, the bicep just hurts! I am very sure it wasnt a tear! But the strain is still there... T.T

I does a different hairdo today. I became a nerd. I flatten my hair the best I can with wax and then gatsby hairspray. Then I quickly left my house. Around 30m away from the bus stop, the bus was there. D:

"Should I run? Or Should I not?" I asked myself. In the end, I made a sprint for it. There, I warm up my legs for morning with that sprint. -_-"

PCS lesson was first. As usual, copy everything Ms Ang writes. My stomach keep growling, coz I didnt have breakfast. Ever heard of a phrase - Eat Breakfast like a King, Lunch like a Prince, and Dinner like a Beggar? I need to control my dam food intake. It doesnt balance out with my energy output. I spend more energy than gaining more energy! I got the feel that my metabolism rate is returning to its original sky high rate. All I need, just more exercise and right food diet! >D

Teacher then give us a test on whatever she told us just now. D:
We should be glad that teacher allows us to see what we just taken down.
Jab the genius finishes first without even opening the book. D<
I finishes second with open book. This shows that I have to study harder to increase my chance to participate in the worldskill thingy! 

During the first break, I took some pictures... >D


This is my Brunch for the day. It's Medium Rare steak with extra fries and cheese. :D
Candid shot: To eat like a saint with eyes closed. xD
Candid Shot : "Hmmm?"
Two mad girls playing with food! D<
Bandung is nice~!
A word of warning - Nothing escape my camera! Tries to block, but too slow. >D

After Brunch, the group of us went to slack. We were released early and have nothing to do, so we just go one corner and slack... And since im bored, and my fingers are itchy... I decided to take pictures! :D

From the left - Choon Ho, Noel, Donald, Yours Truly, Ping. Photographer: Jolin. D:
Donald is emo-ing. D:
For people who been wanting to know whatever happen to my beautiful straight long hair, this is what happen. I flatten it today, be glad I didnt do Ippo's hairdo! >D
Enters Jab! xD

This dam shot took me awhile, so I get my two models to keep doing this. Focus is on the image on the phone, but I couldnt get the focus away from them too! D<
For Noel's fangirls -> Noel-sama is being gay for you all. >D

After the long boring break is over, we head over to HCT lesson. :D
And in the lesson, other than copying notes, I manage to sneak up one picture of our great haircutting teacher - Mr Venson Ong! >D
The wall behind him is already white, and no, this aint a photoshoot. >D

Class is extremely noisy. Manage to survive through it and teacher give us early release. D:

Go for our 2nd break and I have my dinner - Pork Minced Noodles and a cup of icecream. :D

During LLA, the class is even noisier, but keep silent when the movie - Shallow Hal is playing. :D

The lesson ends when teacher decided to call anyone of us out to perform. :D
The whole class keep calling "Ivan! Ivan!" :D
Reason being he is a good shuffler. :D

When lesson ended, we all went home.
I cant remember when and where I took this picture, but lets make it the last picture of the day.

The view from the Business block's 4 floor I guess? D:
Its nice isn't it? :D

9:30 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Seriously, CNY is a waste of time.

I rather spend all the time I spend on CNY in school learning, more fun and exciting.

I seriously started to hate CNY more and more.
CNY must visit relatives, this one I know its a must.

But the thing is this - All relatives on my father's side always gather at grandma's house. And which is why i hate it, coz grandma house is JUST opposite my block!

That alone takes away the joy of actually taking transport there.

How about my mother's side? A friend asked.

My mum's father and mother had already kick the bucket. Her big sister died, and her youngest sister is busy with work. 3rd aunt came by to visit with my mum's brother. Im glad they are doing fine. Ren Jie is still a game addict, and he is only primary 6! D<

Looking at him takes me back all the way when I was in primary 6. I couldnt care about anything that is living, and my only love is for games and games and more games! *slap self*

"What about the ang paos?  I bet you sure get alot... I only got 100/200/300/400 and so on and so for..." Alot of friends ask me this. Some better, even complained that 200 is very little. There is one better still... "1000 very little leh..."

*facepalm*

1000 is little!? COME ON!
THAT IS LIKE SO MUCH!

Want to know how much I get? I show you the statistic from previous years.

2007 - $74
2008 - $95
2009 - $90

See the pattern here? I never got above 100 before. It is so disappointing. With $90, i cant even commit those money to fund my cosplay projects! $90 will fund me for the materials needed for the body armor and tassets, thats all! And when I mean those two, I mean with serious work being done here, where no rooms for mistake can be made.

So stop saying that you get little when your money is freaking above a 100!

Haiz, CNY is suppose to be a happy event right?
Yeah, and today, my mum just have to ruin my mood. Do I really have to wear nice clothes? How you want me to wear nice clothes when I cant even buy a set of clothes for myself? When I wanted to wear just my boxers and my red CTSS Alumni shirt, she complain. COME ON, grandma house is just opposite of the block and it wont even take me 1 minute to reach there if I sprint!

Is studying wrong?
Then why is it that you wont give me the cash to pay for my school stuffs?
I even cut into my cosplay funds to pay for it! Dear mum, Yukimura Sanada is a cosplay project I intend to dedicated it to a very special someone of mine who is deceased. I told you that, and that money is for it specially. And now I have to use it and congrats! I left with no capital to start of my work! Haiz.

I am so glad school is starting tmr. Its more fun and more useful spending the time inside to learn new things rather than staying at home and rot - like what I did today. I got so bored, I actually accidentally overwork my muscles during random training at a random time interval... Now I think I tore my right bicep muscles... Adding on to the muscles strain i have from training during sunday, my muscles felt as if they are about to give way. T.T

Haiz, will end for today.
Tmr I will bring camera to school and take picture of it! :D

9:26 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2009

LOL today class got flamed by Ms Hong. 
Reason being that the class is too noisy and un-cooperative.
I am sure most of my classmates think that they are not wrong, but in my view, the one who is wrong is not the teacher, but us students.

During class, we are always so noisy.
Everytime teacher tries to speak, her voice will be drowned.
Tell me, which teacher isnt pissed at this?
Different teachers have different teaching methods, getting use to one and then complaining the other is either too fierce or too serious aint an excuse.

The class occasionally quiet down after a few people tries to silence it, but the noise returns when classmates cant control their mouth and somehow, needs to talk. When Ms Hong is unable to teach at the whole class at one go, she can only do so one by one, with assistance from Ms Beer. 

Today's CARE session was remove and replace by Bridging activities by bridge Leaders. :D

It was embarassing man. -_-"
We are doing it infront of the cafeteria! D<
Its god-damned embarassing! D<

But there was one game quite fun. They call it steal flag. D:
On the opponent side, the flag was hidden with D.D.  
Me, Jian Ping, Donald, Noel, and Jab saw it and remain focus and pretend we didnt know. Game start, the group charge, and D.D's group was shock, especially himself. xD

But our team cheated! D<
Someone tear the flag into two! D<
That is cheating! D<

Game ended and we went for STS lesson. Jolin talks to me about a certain thing that kinda piss me off. But I maintain my usual neutral professional standards and remain calm, but keep thinking about it.

And then during STS, my temporary partner Nana manages to notice a different in me. I was seriously shock. D:
Didnt expect anyone to know that I am not in the mood to do anything at all. Well, must because she is worried that I might accidentally rub shampoo into her eyes or something. >D

Tried washing Nana's hair with water. Its completely different from dry run. The hair is harder to control when its wet. The process of shampooing even worse. -_-"
Shall not talk about it. T.T

And after this... All hell break loose... *points to the top of the post*

My group today kena housekeeping and we are to do duty. I vacumm the dam floor but its... no, not the floor... the vacumm is.... SHIT. Haiz...

Go for PCS lesson straight after duties.
During PCS lesson, we copy a few notes here and there, and the do group discussion. Huiyu went around to take pictures, and Tadaaa! Here they are! :D


First up, we have D.D, Hilary, Jab, and Afiz.(correct? D:)

From the left, Imrah(I think so? D:) Fyfe, Joanne, Jia Jia(she look away!) Janice, Irene. :D

Here, we have Daniel, Jian Ping, Si si(???), Gabriel, and Qi Kuang. :D

Here we have Artic, Nana, and... I cant remember. Sorry! T.T

And finally, my group. -_-"
From the left, we have Ping, Reuel, Noel, Yours Truly, and Jolin. :D
Hehehe, Ping and Noel pretends to be studying, but in fact, they are not! :D
Yours Truly here is the wonderful leader for this group. >D

And yes, my hair is short. -_-"
Thats all for today.


8:29 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Seriously man... Kami-sama, I want to ask you...
...
...
...
WHY!?

Why does all unlucky things happen to only me and not the others?
Why does all bad things happen to only me and not the others?
Why does all painful things just have to be 'coincidently' there whenever I was around!?
Why does all good stuffs happen to others and not me!? T.T

The wounds keep reopening after it was closed. Memories keep resurfacing after I seal it away. Pains start stinging when I thought I would not have felt it anymore.

So JUST WHY!? KAMI-SAMA, ANSWER ME DESU~! T.T
I seek an answer to this. Why is that only when I did not talk nor smile, will I have nothing bad happening to me?

What did I do to deserve this? Its so unfair and unjust!

Frankly speaking, I am rather sick of it all.
I felt as if I was being played around.
Its like, you make me happy by throwing me into the course I wanted but...
You just have to throw in someone else that will bring out all the wounds I have!
Do I look like someone nice to torture or play with? Why cant I lead a normal life I wanted so much!? I am an average guy with no talents, unlike my classmates who can Sing, or Dance, or plays Musical Instruments, or they are just dam clever! 

So if they can have their life so normally? Why cant I have it too!? What is with this unfairness? 

I help friends to be in love, to maintain their relationships, to cease their hostility towards each other, to repair broken family relationships, to make new friends, to prevent them from commiting grave mistakes, to hypnotise them to give them peace of mind, to provide a listening ears to them... Almost everything I can!

And... And yet... I have to live such a cruel and pathetic life!
My heart is aching from what I saw today during breaktime. And its not recovering at all. No, i will rephrase it... My Heart is not recovering from all the losses! It is in a constant degradation process!

And also, just today... I waited 45mins for a friend to show up and it ended up that the friend didnt turn up! Was I played around again!? Kami-sama, was it you who make her place her phone in her bag!? T.T

...
...

I really miss you... Whenever I was down, you cheer me up. Whenever I needed a shoulder, you will always be there. Whenever I think of you, you will somehow feel it and appear right in front of me. I still remembered the time when I was sick, and you break into my house just to take care of me. I am very touched. But I know, you are long gone. Far away to a place I couldnt reach unless its my time. I heard your words, your whisper when you even come back, and I know you want me to move on. I did. And just when I thought you will remain hidden in my memory, a classmate with the same name appear. Everytime I heard her name, memories flashes back and old pains started stinging my already degrading heart. And at every corner of my vision, somehow, she is always there. I tried to do things to stop myself from thinking, but all were for naught. Everytime I glance at her, I saw you instead. BUT I KNOW, SHE IS NOT YOU! I even sometimes purposely ignore her friend when her friend talk to me or call out my name... So please, my dearest star up in the sky, grant me the strength so I may survive through this hell.

8:57 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Third Week only, and I can already see most of my classmates' personalities. :D
Nothing can escape my eyes! >D   *does alien scan with eyes*

Yesterday was fun! :D
During HCT, we get to cut hair! :D
No, not real hair, but fake de. :D
We are applying what teacher have shown us back then. :D

At first, my 4 section was disgusting. D<
Gong Da did it with ease, so I ask him for a demostration... Then Taadaaa! I did it! :D
Basically, me and Noel did 4 sectioning twice. Coz both our manequine(How to spell!?) hair is dam hard to comb and maintain! Keep spraying water but its still so curly/wavy. In the end, Noel went abit overboard and spray too much water. xD
But the hair became straight in the end. :D
I am the last to start cutting... T.T
I was too focus into getting a perfect 4 sectioning that I did not start the cutting. T.T

When I did, I felt like I am a pro. :3
Cutting one length haircut is not easy. To obtain that square shape is not easy. To kneel down and cut is even worse! D<

But its ok. :D
COZ ITS REALLY FUN! >D 
Then got visitors from outside school come and visit, so everyone is serious. Cut and comb, then cut and comb. >D
Its dam fun. :D

Then we got release for break and we went for STS late.
But firstly, the teacher release us late...
Then the queue is so freaking long...
By the time we have our food, we are left with 10mins! D<

In the end, nothing happen to us and we went about doing STS like normal. :D
My Partner was Choon Ho. :D
This time, its my turn to mess up his hair, but his is too obedient! D<
It wont mess up! D<
In the end, the shampooing techniques practical i did the practice on him. :D
Then change partner to Jian Ping after Jian Ping request for a switch. -_-"

After that, we went for STS Theory. Still taught by Ms. Hong.
Got our notes and Jab keep on copying what he should not have. >D
The notes is available and he is in his blur state. Copying what is already there! >D
Lesson ended and we go for PCS.

There was a test! D<
I didnt know about it! D<
But I done it with ease. :D

Now now, what is left to stop me? >:3
Muahahahaha!!!!!

On our way home, we went to Pasir Ris first. The reason for doing this is for the seats. :D
Once we settle down, we watch Ip Man. :D
Watch until dam shiok! xD
Wing Chun is not something to nice to be messed with. :D

Reach home, turn on computer and started Tagging, Facebooking, Foruming, MSN-ing, SMS-ing, and reading Yaoi Fanfics. D:

With this, my multi-tasking skills improved. :D

Now I am simply waiting for the right time to go take my shower and leave my house to reach school at 1pm. :D

10:08 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Things seems so haywire when you have to be in school by 9am when you are suppose to reach there at 12pm.

All this just to listen to the Director's talk... *facepalm*

Took the train towards Simei and guess what? I guess I step into the wrong carriage. Couples everywhere! Then I one lonely guy stand in the middle I feel so dam awkward can? Buay tahan, so I stop at Clementi and change train. -_-"

Reach Tanah Merah and then go down to take bus 31.
I didnt know Kenji was with me until up in the bus. -_-"
Usually, I would have detect my cousins/relatives/siblings when they are 100m near me, but I was so lost in my thoughts that I didnt notice him. D<

We alight together and then enter the school together lor. D:
Didnt know I walk pass Joanne and JiaJia until Kenji goes "Aint them your classmates?"

ARGH.
What am I doing? I dunno! D<
I was just thinking and thinking and thinking... I was thinking so much that I didnt pay attention to my surroundings! D<
*smash head on wall*

Kenji returns to his class and I simply go around finding the usual group that I currently clinch to. They are sitting by the ambi-theatre so I go and sit with them. When its time to go up to listen to Director's talk, Jian Ping lead us to a utterly wrong place in the Auditorium.

We goes to the 5th floor and enter the viewing gallery of the Auditorium and find some of our classmates already rotting there. xD

Cant help it, but my fear of heights re-conquered me when I stare down towards the stage. I force myself to face that problem, though occasionally I keep closing my eyes to relax.

During the second talk, The Greatest One, Boxing Legend M. Ali's pictures was up! (He is my Boxing Idol!!!)Wahahaha I was instantly pump back to life! XD
The pictures shows him giving a liver blow, a right straight, and an uppercut! Fuuuooooh!!!!! XD
(I cant help it, I am a big fan of M. Ali, Miyata Ichiro and Makunouchi Ippo! :P)

Then, the talk ended with us saying the ITE Pledge. And trust me, its long. -_-"

We quickly went for our break and lesson resumes.
The power my Boxing Idol give was shortlived. I began to get lost in thoughts and start to lose my concentration in class. But there isnt anything to pay attention to anyway since its a CARE session. :D
During that when lesson is about to end, those volunteered for the telematch was called to go and practice cheers. I DIDNT VOLUNTEER! D<
THE BRIDGE LEADER JUST INPUT MY NAME WITHOUT TELLING ME THE REASONS! D<

And I was told a horrible thing.
I.Was.Not.An.Official.Student.Of.ITE.

I RAWRED. D<
A few guys RAWRED too. D<

What do you mean by that!? I pay for the school fees, my medical report was given and it shown I am fit! D<

That alone cost my concentration during STS... T.T
but yeah, I manage to get back on track after talking rubbish with Choon Ho(how to spell?). We are temporary partners and we are all learning how to do some real basic stuffs. :D

My hair was messed up terribly and became super-saiyan when Choon Ho was to practice his washing and shampoo-ing techniques on me. T.T

Then, finally, PCS.
We went up to 5th floor, the class room set for the lesson but when we look at the watch, teacher is late! D<
I was staring blankly at the blue sky when my phone vibrates silently.
I look at it, what.the.whose.number.is.this....
I picked up and it was Ms. Ang! Our teacher! D<

I quickly inform the class to go down to 02-07 on the second floor and then rushes to the toilet where a group of girls just went. I reached the entrance of the toilet and I just shouted to them that the classroom position is changed. They reply with ok and so I head off to the new classroom myself.
When I reach there, the rest was just strolling along the corridor! And I thought I was slower! D<

PCS lesson was quick. Copying notes and more notes including playing of a game that only allows one way communication is fun! :D
Lesson quickly ends and me and a few guys rushes for the CVC to question why are we not official students yet. -_-"

Mine was the worse, they misplace my Medical Report. -_-"
But yeah, was happy that they solve the problem and I became recorded again! :D
Then meet up with Nelson who is chit-chating with someone over the phone for dinner at Cafeteria 2.

Finally, I tried the Japanese Food there.
It was....
...
...
Superb! :D

Then, go home, sit on the train listen music while Nelson continue to chit-chat...
And when I reach home, I dump my bag one side and start shadow boxing and then watch Jackie Chan Adventures(the Cartoon series). I still like the dam show, somehow. >D

Now doing nothing, rotting after trying to resolve a problem being brought up to me by a classmate.

This few days, my eyes is always on you.
Sometimes when I look at you, you are already looking at me...
I will simply quickly look away, somehow...
My heart always skip a beat when I hear your name being said by friends or teachers.
Your name is verbally same asmy deceased lover.
With every same name being said, memories of the good and bad times floods in...
Things gone worse, I begin to lose concentration...
Everytime, as long as you appear in my line of sight, memories of her floods my mind,
Shutting off the very noise the class make and the very words teacher says.
I wanted to get closer to you, yet a fear exist.
The fear that I will take you as a replacement for my deceased lover...
And this fear prevents me from even trying to strike a simple greeting to you.
With this great obstacle in front of me,
I wonder...
Should I go on, or should I fall back?

10:06 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Today is crap. D:

Go to school is like dont need to go. D:

School starts at 1pm and ends at 3.30pm. And there is only two modules - STS and PE.

*facepalm*

Teacher say pure black shoes will do, so I have no choice but to wear my leather shoes for school. Because of the leather shoes, I couldnt wear my ankle socks, for the socks doesnt cover the area where it will hurt my leg.

I decided to test time and set off late at 11am. My mission - to reach JE POSB bank to get GIRO Form done and then go school by 1pm.

I rush to the Jurong POSB to get my thumbprint and bank stamp on the GIRO Form. After that, i check my watch. Good, 11:40am. My watch is always 8-10mins ahead of time. Then quickly rush to the MRT and take train to Simei. My legs are hurting somehow, and I quickly grab a seat when no one wants to take it. By the time I reach school, its 12:50pm on my phone. (My phone is accurate, so my watch would have shown 1pm or 1:05pm.)

As usual, class is awfully noisy.

STS today learn quite a few stuffs about shampoo, and different types of shampoo for different kind of hair. I scribble through the paper to take down notes quickly with intention to compile them onto Wordpad or a new handy handy notebook. :D

But yeah, time sure flies when you are paying attention. Before you know it, teacher dismissed us and we go for our PE module.

Went to the toilet nearby to change. Basically just stripped off my uniform coz I wore my PE attire inside. Go to the field to find teacher.

And guess what?
In the end, no PE.

Just go there write down names, your weight and height if you know, and then you can go home. But if you dont know your weight and height, you need to have it check today, so a few of my classmates stay back.

I walk off ahead to go change and find our Section Head for Hair Fashion and Design, Ms Koh. In the end, she wasnt in the office, so I left for Cafeteria 2 to meet up with Nelson. Saw Kenji and Seng Ho there. Sit down with them and go order food. The japanese food stall I wanted to buy from have a long queue, so I ended up buying western food instead.

Seriously I was sick of it. I want some good food from the Orient. The chinese food sold at Cafeteria 2 is not up to my taste. According to Kenji, Nelson and Seng Ho. They have tried every food and says that The Japanese food is the best at Cafeteria 2 and Chicken Rice is the best at Cafeteria 1. Other mini restaurants such as Noods, Campus Haven etc... Just average. I tried them out myself to prove for that.

After slacking with them, Kenji and Seng Ho return for classes. Only left Nelson with his two other friends. Dam I forget their name, but one is chinese one is malay. They are rather friendly. :D

We slack around and just as one of them ask me "Hey, you dont have friends in class?" I immediately raise my hand and shouted "Jab!"

Jab turn around and saw me. xD
Jolin, Ping, Noel and him came over and seat at the empty seats. :D
Donald aint here for he is stuck with lab duties.
Hehehe, I aint anti-social you know. I know a few great pals. >D

We slack around more and then joke about Ping. She brought a 15 year old guy with her and we went making all those lovey dovey jokes. >D
She claim they are church friend. But we think otherwise. >D

After they are done with their food, we left the Cafeteria. Nelson and I left the school while the rest return to wait for Donald.

Both of us went to meet Ong. We are suppose to go hang/rot around West Coast Plaza. When we reach there, we walk around and got bored and decide to rest at Starbucks. Over there, Chuan Ru's sister saw me. She was with her group of friends so I didnt notice her at all. When we walk pass Starbucks, one of her guy friend went shouting "G***! G***!"

Wrong name being projected out loud in a shopping mall. I return to where they are and we greeted each other. We took another round and ended back at Starbucks and slack. D:

Then, we left for home.
On the bus home, Nelson show me something.
My heart instantly crushed.
NELSON YOU LUCKY BUSTARD!!!!! YOU BETTER NOT SCREW THIS UP AGAIN!!!! And of course, I know that you know what I know, and what we know and others dont. So good luck, dont fail. >D

DAM JERRALD/JUSTICE!!!!!!! WHY FAIL YOUR O's Levels!? D<
See lah, play too much. D<

Now dam jialat. I dont do push up or crunches or back muscle training I felt awkward. -_-"

So cya. -_-"

8:31 PM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I woke up at 5am today just to get use to the timing.

Even though I need to reach school by 9am, i ended up there at 8:32am.
I actually wanted to be there by 8am, but i failed miserably.

I went to straight to the CVC to be officially mark as an ITE student.
Qi Kuang and Gabriel was already there. D:

I quickly ask what to do and Qi Kuang pass me the intake book. D:
Ask me to tear off the bio form and then give apply with it.

In the end, I go straight to the counter after its my turn and apply everything there. D:

Then I waited with the rest and almost all boys came. >D
Those who have already apply went off to the buy uniform.
After buying, I go to the washroom to change. The rest of them just wear over their attire and go to class. So in the end, I was late. But yeah, the lesson was not started when I reach the class. D:

Its PCS and we have to write about what we like and what we dislike about a hairstylist and the salon. The group im in, Qi Kuang, Gabriel, Daniel and I were the first to present. We briefly goes through with the class what is on the list and why then return to our seats. When the other group done theirs... We are to write about our Goals, and what must we do to achieve it.

I wrote for--> Goals --> To be an International Hairstylist with Professional skills and knowledge in all sections of hair-dressing such as Cutting, Styling, Shampooing, Perming, Colouring, and Treatments.

I wrote for--> To succeed, I must... --> graduate from ITE-CE with good grades through hard work and sheer determination. During my NS period I will save up money so that I can further my studies in Japan.

And then we hand up to teacher Mr Steven Woo.
THEN GO FOR BREAK! :D
Went to eat at one of the shop at Business Block.
I eat Chicken Chop. D:
Quite big serving at $4.50. Cheap! >D

Eat already we went to slack. With no target in mind we decided to follow Wan Ling to the stadium seats. Sitting there for a while and both Jab and I couldnt take it. The sun is stinging our sensitive eyes... So we change location to the Ambitheatre. Then we change to the 3rd storey and sit at the benches there. -_-"

We are totally bored and have nothing to do. -_-"
During Mr Venson Ong's lesson, which is HCT, we learn about a few stuffs. Basics lah, such as shapes. :D

Then, he share info with us on the Singapore Salon's hierachy(or something?).

Toni&Guy, Le Salon Biz (now changed name to Kim Robinson) and Passion is at the top. They are the three kings.

Kimage, Jean Yip, Monsoon (Twister, Storm, and cant remember the last one, belong under Monsoon), Reds, Trantzen, and a few others are in the mid range.

QB house and EC house are in the lower range. >D

As for hair products, the top are Loreal, Wella, Schwartz(I dunno how to spell!), Goldwell. I cant remember the rest. :D

And Mr Ong is from Toni&Guy! D<
That means his skills is godly. He is over 9000! (go watch Dragonball and you will hear this phrase)
I am going to pay full attention at his class and absorb everything I can from him! 
Then, I will be over 9000! >D

During Ms Pamela Koh lifeskill lesson, we keep cracking jokes. xD
Its fun! >D
Somehow, I accidentally let out my secret. I think I let it out coz I was too hyper active? -_-"

I guess I just end here for today, though I know its not a full report, but yeah, im tired from shadow-boxing straight right after I reach home. -_-"

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9:28 PM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

One word - Fugly.

That word right now fits my hair perfectly.

Its Fugly short.
Its Fugly disgusting.
Its Fugly Fugly.
Its Fugly shit.

What the fuck? Tony and Guy hair methods?
IT SUCKS!

Thank Kami-sama now that I got it trimmed properly today at the one I frequent.
The Aunty Salon I go to get my hair cut SHORT became VERY VERY SHORT.
I wont post pictures, coz its FUGLY. To think the Aunty Salon got skill just because she got Certificate from London is utterly wrong!

Put yourself in my shoes.
You ask them to cut 1 inch of your hair away they cut 3 inch. What will you feel? When she cut, she totally ignored my questioning of why do you cut layers as if you are cutting straight? She didnt even know or bother to check out where is my hairline for God's sake!

Now my hair is FUGLY SHORT, I dare say its my primary 6 hairstyle!
COMPLETE SHIT.
Now its going to take a full 8 months to grow my hair back. Im getting desperate. I need my standard long hair where I can do the Gatsby Moving Rubber advertisment dance like nobody business. I miss my hair where I can just bite it.

ARGH.
Haiz, forget it.
Pricked myself on a needle by accident and the next time I wont do it again.

Anyway, the Orientation was ok.

First day at school, everyone was quiet, only those who know each other are talking. However, after introducing ourselves to each other, we started getting along very well and at the end of the day, we are like a class! :D

During break time, I meet up with Kenji, Nelson, Seng Ho and Wee Kuan. Went to eat of course.

When we were eating, something stupid happen and I dont want to talk about it. I went to the toilet so as to not to embarass myself from my gone-cased cousin and his pals. (They are my pals too.) -_-"

For some reason, I got dare to do something next time.
In fact, its all because I accidentally say "Nelson, if you do this, then next time I will do it."

So he went. D<

Anyway, During the second day, which is today, I was late.
Got delayed.
My stomach aint listening, and after standing in the train too long, I cant carry the load anymore.
Stop at Bedok to use the toilet and then go to school.
Dam stupid.

Reach liao go Auditorium and watch Police Videos on ex-offenders? D:
I watch those just too many times, beyond my own memory to remember.
Then, we followed our Bridge Leader to select our CCA.

Despite knowing that Dragon Boating is obviously out due to the course timing I have, I apply for it. After that, Jab, Donald, and me went to the Rock-Climbing section and apply for it as well. D:

Then, we three go slack. D:
Sit there and talk random stuffs. Obviously we are bored, but you can call that socialising. :D

Went to the lab after that to listen to our CA(Class Advisor) who is also our PCS(Professionalism, Customer Service) teacher, Ms Ang. We are suppose to hand in photocopies of our IC and our parents IC... But when teacher goes to the first 5 student and ask for it, all of them could give it fully because they lack their own photocopy. :D

We have to hand in tmr. D:

Go for break with Donald and Jab.
Walk towards the cafeteria, we stop at the entrance and decided to back away. Too crowded. The Chicken Rice stall recommended by Kenji is having a long queue so I say forget it.

In the end, we went to the far end of Business Block to eat. D:
On our way there, we met Reuel and three other girls. So we ended up going together.

After finding a seat, we ended up ordering the same thing. -_-"
Chicken Chop Spagetti Set. Cost a whooping $4.50 and it taste rather good. :D

When we are eating, Kenji came in and disturb us. D:
Came in and socialise with Donald, Jab and Reuel. xD

And he left shortly coz Reuel needed his seat so he can eat. XD
Eat finish we go explore the places. :D
Then we go slack by the stadium seats.

As you can see, I am socialising pretty well aint I? :D

After that, go for class to do something then... EARLY RELEASE! :D

A number of us, including me, needs to go collect medical reports. D:
It is important coz if fail you can say bye bye to this course. D:

So I go JE to collect my medical results...
And in front of me was 3 girls, at the counter...

The first sentence I heard... " X'cuse me, can I check for pregnancy here?"

I facepalmed.

Teenage girls nowadays like that. D:
Whats worse is all of them three are checking if im not wrong. D:
Can hear quite clearly coz hardly anyone.

Collected my medical report and was praying.

In my mind, i goes "Kami-sama, I have been feeling healthy but somehow I got a bad feeling about this... So please give me a pass!"

I check the paper for the 'pass'.
I couldnt find one.
I set my eyes on 'fail'...
And I couldnt find one too! D<

So I give up and read the whole thing.
And It says im fit and have nothing wrong!
Strange thing is, even those I know I did badly for my eye check, they say I dont need glasses! :D

Lol wut. :P

So I go happily back to teban to go cut hair at the salon I frequent and to my surprise...

I SAW REUEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D<
We stare at each other for the moment.

And I facepalmed.

He stay at my block. XD
I HAVE A CLASSMATE STAYING THE SAME SHIT PLACE AS ME! :D

After he left, the hairstylist cut my hair.
He was patiently cutting slowly, constantly checking the mirror to see how i look like and where is the part that gone wrong.

In the end, he remove that square backhair I have and replace the entire hairstyle completely.

Even though its short, I really need to thank him.
I learn alot of things from him. :D
From hair line to different things, such as methods of styling. :D
He cuts my wig too!

He is just great! :D

And that is the end of the post.
Hope you enjoy it. 
For now, im going bed early, tmr 8am reach school.

8:57 PM

Friday, January 2, 2009

Finally, its 2009.

With this, I am finally accepted into ITE Simei doing Hair Fashion and Design.
I mean, seriously man... FINALLY.

That one year of a wait is long and tiring, not forgetting its boring too. But it's completely different now... This time round, I will be experiencing stress from school works and other stuffs that can only be experience in a school and class itself! I just cant wait to start school.

Hair Fashion and Design is a two years course. Over the course of two years, I decided I will join the school Dragon Boating CCA to train myself up and ready for NS. Actually, I am just training and buffing up myself so that I can join Boxing. I heard that Dragon Boating in ITE Simei is tough, but how can I train myself when I don't push to the limits?

Hahaha, 2008 is an average for me. I can't really do anything.
Its a year that I get to know a few new friends, and also a year that I lost a few friends too. Especially one who I look up too. 

Its a year that I realise the society is not only just unforgiving, its a complete Survival-for-the-Fittest section of life. 

Its a year that I realise I am not being a good guy. Not being a gentleman and not being a good friend.

Its a year that I realise my pride turn into arrogance.

Basically, during 2008, I return to being the wild guy I used to be when I was in sec 1 and 2. And this, is very, very depressing. Not only have I not kept my own code of chivalry and honor, I failed at maintaining the precious promise I made.

So this year.

The Year 2009.

I want to be right on track again. I don't want to lose that very purpose for why I am I still alive. I don't want to break the precious promise again and again. Looking back, its all regrets.

So, can I turn my head and face the front? Can I walk on this new road without regrets? Can I complete the New Year Resolution? Can I change myself for the better? Can I make friends and maintain a good relationship with them? The answers to all that right now... I wont know.

I seriously wont know unless I try, right?

Will all my friends that I know now, who knew that I am just so being a fool last year, present me a reset button to allow me to reset that foolish me in their life for a new result?

As for myself, I have pressed the reset button. So from now on, I am just an average guy in this game call Life working towards the future with his goals set.

And to my dearest Star that is constantly watching me, the paper plane letter that I have made, I have send it flying towards you. The paper plane letter that, contains my everlasting regrets and pains that I accumulated that I wanted to let go of. You have always tell me to be open and share with you my regrets and pains, so now I done it. May you remove those anchors and chains away from my locked heart.

That is all.

Thank you...

12:04 AM