Sunday, December 21, 2008
THIS SONG... T.T
THIS SONG... T.T
IS TOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
IT IMPACT ME SO MUCH, THAT I CHANGE MY BLOG SONG TO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
I EVEN POST IT UP SO FAST SO THAT I CAN SHARE WITH OTHERS! ITS MY BLOG SONG NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS TOO GOOD! T.T
Kanji:
優しい色した空を映して 高層ビルがやけにキレイだ
行きかう人たちそれぞれの胸の中で景色は変わって見える
悲しい色した誰かの為に 今の自分に何ができるのか？
飛べない鳥達そんなに空が高いとは思わない思いたくない
ちょっとしたコトで不安になるから
「大丈夫だ」って書いたノートのページをやぶって作った
紙飛行機が飛んでゆくよ 明日にどうか間に合う様に
ずっとずっと ずっとずっと夕日をおいかけているよ
紙飛行機が落ちないようにボクは空に願いをかける
ずっとずっと ずっとずっと夢が見たいから
やさしい色した時間の中で 自分がとても小さく見えた
終わってしまう今日を想って何かできるコトをさがすけれど
なんだかちょっと考え過ぎたな
「大丈夫だ」って思えればそれが第一歩になる!!
紙飛行機が飛んでゆくよ 明日にどうか間に合う様に
ずっとずっと ずっとずっと夕日をおいかけているよ
紙飛行機が落ちないようにボクは空に願いをかける
ずっとずっと ずっとずっと夢が見たいから
紙飛行機が飛んでゆくよ 何度も風にぶつかりながら
ずっとずっと ずっとずっと遠くまでどこまでも高く
紙飛行機が飛んでゆくよ 夢が夢で終わらないように
ずっとずっと ずっとずっと信じつづけている
だからずっとずっと ずっとずっと飛んでゆけるよ
English:
The tall buildings are oh so pretty
Reflecting the gentle color of the sky
I can see the scenery change
In the hearts of the people walking
What can I do at the present
For someone who is sad?
Birds unable to fly
I don't think the sky is that high
I don't want to think so
For I'll just get anxious about the little things
I made a plane out of a page with the words "It'll be all right" from a notebook
The paper plane forever chases the setting sun
If I just think "It'll be all right"
That will be the first step
The paper plane flies on and on
As if to make it in time for tomorrow
The paper plane forever chases the setting sun
I make a wish to the sky
So that the paper plane won't fall
For I want to dream forever and ever
The paper plane flies on and on
No matter how much the wind hits it
It flies oh so so so so high and far away
The paper plane flies on and on
I'll always always always always go on believing
That dreams will remain as mere dreams
That's why it can fly on and on and on and on
Romaji:
Yasashii iro shita sora wo utsushite kousou biru ga yake ni kirei da
yuukikau hitotachi sorezore no mune no naka de keshiki wa kawatte mieru
kanashii iro shita dare ka no tameni ima no jibun ni nani ga dekiru no ka?
tobenai tori tachi sonna ni sora ga takai to wa omowanai omoitakunai
chotto shita koto de fuan ni narukara
daijoubu datte kaita "note" no "page" wo yabutte tsukutta...
kamihikouki ga tonde yuku yo ashita ni douka maniauyou ni
zutto zutto zutto zutto yuuhi wo oikakete iruyo...
kamihikouki ga ochinai youni boku wa sora ni negai wo kakeru
zutto zutto zutto zutto yume ga mitai kara
Yasashii iro shita jikan no nakade jibun ga totemo chiisaku mieta
owatte shimau kyou wo omotte nani ka dekiru koto wo sagasu keredo
nandaka chotto kangae sugitana
daijoubu datte omoereba sore ga dai ippou ni naru
kamihikouki ga tonde yuku yo ashita ni douka maniauyou ni
zutto zutto zutto zutto yuuhi wo oikakete iruyo...
kamihikouki ga ochinai youni boku wa sora ni negai wo kakeru
zutto zutto zutto zutto yume ga mitai kara
kamihikouki ga tonde yuku yo nando mo kaze ni butsukari nagara
zutto zutto zutto zutto tooku made dokomade mo takaku
kamihikouki ga tonde yuku yo yume ga yume de owaranai youni
zutto zutto zutto zutto shinji tsuzuketeiru
dakara zutto zutto zutto zutto tonde yukeru yo...
Those got watch Hajime no Ippo will know this song... ITS FREAKING GREAT!!!!
THEY JUST HAVE TO PLAY THIS SONG AT THE MOMENT OF SENDO'S DEFEAT! AT THE EMOTIONAL PART TOO!!!! BECAUSE OF THE NICE TIMING... I CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAAAAAAH!!!!! THIS SONG IS GOOD~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
12:56 AM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Ok, I finally made a great attempt to exercise today. :D
Hong Wei wake me up today and I quickly take a shower then get ready to set off for run. I was wondering what to wear... Track Pants or just PT shorts... D:
In the end, choose Track pants coz my PT shorts are nowhere to be found! D<
Eat my breakfast(4 slices of bread with breakfast ham) and then go to take bus with Hong Wei. Oh, he had his unicycle with him.
Reach the bus stop at the Japanese School. We take a short walk to Alvin's house. When we reach, we enter the house and waited for Alvin who is in the toilet.
After doing basic warm-up(in fact, I was the only one who do it), we went out and get ready...
Our mission: Follow Alvin jog around his neighbourhood. (For hong wei; is to unicycle along)
First off, it was rather easy. I realise my stamina was cut short yet by another half due to lack of exercise. Shortly, which is a mere less than 1km run... My breathe became heavy. Note -> Alvin did his jogging. Hong Wei is unicycling. I am jogging, then dashing, then shadow boxing. My procedures repeats for the rest of the exercise. Jog, Dash, SB, Jog, Dash, SB... You got that? D:
Finally, my heart give way. No, I didnt died, just felt a slight shock and pain. Does faint heart gives restrict such training?
Nevertheless, we rested at a checkpoint and then Hong Wei and Alvin went on ahead, jogging and unicycling. I walked for a while, and then dash all the way to their checkpoint. My timing was teh fail. Too slow for a dash! D<
Then we continue for another round. This time, we stop and rested well. I stop dashing and just maintain my constant jogging speed. Hong Wei lagged behind because he was trying to free mount back up the unicycle after he lost his balance.
Then as we rest, Alvin was practicing Akido on Hong Wei. :D
Hong Wei is the perfect practice for Alvin. The reason is because Akido had a dis-advantage against taller people. Alvin is tall, but Hong Wei is too tall. D:
I watch.
Then after resting enough, we head back.
Hong Wei wanted to ride back, but his unicycle wheel give way.
It was deflated. xD
Once we return to Alvin's house, we dehydrate ourselves. Then, we set off to eat.
The lunch aint that good... The Hokkien Me is abit too soggy. D:
Walked to West Coast Plaza and walk around it. xD
Like finally, I get to explore the place! :D
Air-con inside the plaza was weeeeeeeeeyyyyy~ high. XD
Then we stop by StarBucks to drink. Actually, I was the only one to drink. D:
Something happen and I shall not say. :D
Looks like I am going to be frequenting that Starbucks... Reasons? :D
Go think lah, what can you do in starbucks? :D
We then return back to Alvin's house and watch some videos. :D
Then go home at 6pm. D:
The bus waiting for horrible... Just simply Horrible.
Or maybe...
I just turn very impatient. D:
Anyway, back already then didnt do much stuffs... Just slack around, read books, go facebook...
Then now blog lor. :D
Aiya, thats it for today. :D
9:52 PM
Shit man.Just shit.
Yesterday(Thursday) I just realise N'level result was out! Thank Kami-sama for your blessings that I have Miss Ng's email. She put it as her nick! Can't rely on my brothers. Having holidays turn them slack, not physically but mentally. Well, kinda see that coming, which is why I precisely keep note and take extreme countermeasures in the event of their information not going to come on time.
My countermeasures were my real hope.
But I think I may overdone it alittle. D:
1) I took note of Miss Ng's email - since she is a teacher, there will definitely be a chance she will post it on her MSN.
2) ALL N' level students I have in my MSN contacts - I took note of them. Any change of their nick I will know what is going on. But this makes me sounds like a stalker. D:
3) I set homepage as www.ite.edu.sg - Well, for internet explorer only. So everyday, just click it once to check. :D
4) Through pure mental strains - Which literally drives me crazy. I wont explain how I do it. Try joining SAS and you might get a clue to what im doing...
Well, got the news by night time anyway, since my MSN got problem logging in. I failed to check Internet explorer. Reason being... I have 4 internet browser - Internet Explorer, Mozilla Firefox, Safari, Google Chrome - and I am addicted to Google Chrome. >D
And of course, I keep using Google Chrome. Safari is useless, loads too slow. Mozilla only use to go to pages that Chrome cant load. Internet Explorer is there to rot. D:
Ok, to skip the boring bits...
I went to ITE Simei to apply for Hair Fashion and Design. Took a cab there with Hong Wei... We are lucky we met a uber friendly indian taxi driver. He thought I was a foreigner!!!!
Man, Im proud to be a Singaporean - and the only reason is because this is my homeland! But to mistake me as Vietnamese and Thailanders... Unforgivable! D<
Tell me guys...
Do I look like a Vietcong to you? *poses with AK-47 and wears strawhats and thick camo*
Hahaha, he introduce us a hawker coffee that he says is good. :D
Tampines Round Market #01-34... I think it is this. MUST GO THERE TRY! This is the advantage when you manage to strike a convo with a taxi driver or you met a uber friendly taxi driver... They know where good stuffs is at. XD
Reached ITE Simei shortly and got lost. :D
Actually, not that I will actually get lost in such a small place... It is just that my brain got shut off because I force myself awake my rolling off my bed in purpose. Suppose to be safe, but forget right below me is full of plugs and... Stuffs.
Thankfully, I missed them all, and head hit the floor. That shock me up great! :D
Quickly asked around and must do this application thingy via a computer... Then must take colour blindness test...
Like... My score is... 12/15... I went "No way..!!!!!!!!!!!!! How can I fail 3!?"
Well its that difficult. Stupid blue and purple shades that are just so alike to each other. Red and green shade took me only 1 second to answer the question. But it is still a pass anyway. :D
Finish le, get a queue number and wait... It says '1006'.
According to Hong Wei, he say the 1006... 100 is for display nia while the 6 is the actual number...
That means im the 6th person to apply...
IM SLOW! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!!!!!
After getting my interview date, I leave the place.
They did remind me to register online for other courses...
...
... ...
I aint going to do it.
I made it quite clear. I only wanted THIS course. No other course will I take. Im not going to run away from NS. If I fail to enter this course, I simply have to go NS only mah. What is the big deal!? D:
Then return home. Took a quick shower and relax with air-con on... :D
Lying on the bed and reading a book is sure nice. Its been a while since I do that. :D
Read and got lost in the book. Hong Wei msg me and I didnt notice. Quickly change and get out of the house... Must go Zhi Hao house for Mahjong Session. :D
I was wearing...
Full Red. :D
No, not because I believe Red got luck... But since i will be teh Warrior in Red... Might as well wear all red lah. Oh yeah, my undies aint red. :D
Yukimura Sanada is here to play Mahjong! :D
Reach liao in the end cook Magi mee first. D:
I too hungry watching HW, Ying Ying, and Zhi Hao eating their GF... Note: GF does not stand for Girlfriend, it stand for Good Food! :D
Ying Ying was complaining about hygiene... Saying me and Zhi Hao will fail. D:
I guess from Ying Ying's blog... If Zhi hao is a D... Wont I be a F.B.H!? D:
Note: F.B.H stands for Fail Beyond Hope. T.T
Cook and eat and then we started to make Tang Yuan(Glutinous Rice Balls) :D
Yeah, we are hungry... :D
Zhi Hao the pro started the basic stuffs, while we do the rest. :D
We added flavours...nuts... Coconut sweet... We even have plain! :D
Eat le, we go play Mahjong.
Hehehe, with Ying Ying throwing tiles for me to eat and Me throwing tiles for Zhi Hao to eat... Me and Zhi Hao ended up keep winning! :D
Hong Wei win a bit... Ying Ying never did! :D
She only begin to win after a long break. :D
During teh break, we play indian poker. :D
...
... With the added element of truth & dare... But cant dare since there is nothing we can dare...
So its all truth.
Zhi Hao got bombarded first... He was force to give out his most well kept secret, thanks to constant pressuring by Ying Ying. xD
I lost too, and I also revealed very highly ~~~~~ stuffs. :D
After that all sabo Hong Wei. :D
Ying Ying lose also nevermind de. D:
She have no fear and very sporty which is good. D:
Zhi Hao and Hong Wei keep trying to prevent secrets from leaking... NO SPORTSMANSHIP! D<
But in the end, they still did. :D
During the Second Half... Ying Ying and Hong Wei keep winning. D:
ALL BECAUSE OF A DIRECTIONAL CHANGE!
But its ok, I win my fair share and I have enough. :D
In the end, we ended the whole session with 'find the pair tiles' mahjong game. xD
I will update till here. :D
Cya around some other time when I blog. :D
12:59 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
YESH!
IT'S OVER!
Im glad I manage to make it for EOY.
I am sure - in fact... Very sure - that I won't be able to make it without the mathematical minds of Zhi Hao and Hong Wei! :D
Thank you both of you. I will treat you guys to Starbucks or Delifrance when I got the cash. (When is our mahjong game?) :D
At 10.40am I woke up after my dad accidentally slammed my door. My mood from being woke up in such violent ways usually turns sour but today... The moment I look at the door, I saw my sword leaning against my study desk and my helmet resting on my chair.
Instantly jump out of bed and washes my face before continuing to patch up certain area of my sword.
Hong Wei came down after I woke him up. :D
We gather our stuffs and took a cab.
First location - Galilee Church, which is at the outskirt of Teban Gardens. -_-"
Why? Hong Wei needs to get the camera. We stop near the church and Hong Wei run towards the nearby bus stop to collect our camera. :D
Then, we head off via West Coast Rd. Stop at the bus stop near Japanese High School to pick up Alvin. :D
Then via West Coast Highway all the way to ECP then EXPO. :D
Reach liao, go to the back of the taxi and open the boot.
AND TO OUR HORROR... One side of the helmet skirt broke. D:
THANK GOD WE GOT SUPER GLUE! :D
Reach near the toilet and fixed the helmet.
But while waiting for the glue to harden, I need to change. And I need both hands of Alvin and Hong Wei...
So I cant change unless they are free... That is where Gage turn up! :D
He is walking with his... Friend? Or should I say Girlfriend? :D
He agreed to wait for us outside while we go and change! :D
Thank him and apologise to the both of them for ruining their ahemdateahem.
Quickly go change and quickly come back out in full costume.
30mins. :D
Went exploring EOY lol. :D
Its great to meet up old friends. :D
Saw Ashley there cosplaying Code Geass!
Then saw Calyx as a photographer!
Talk to them alittle and then went ahead to explore... Suddenly a girl came over and ask whether I know Nutella. D:
Of course I do. D:
(note: not the nutella choco. Nutella is a person.)
They introduce themselves and they are from the Koei Warriors forum. D:
They are suppose to cosplay Mori Ranmaru and Mitsunari Ishida! D:
Oh yeah, I forgot to state.
If I am not wrong, Ashley asked me why I didnt go in to the competition/paid area...
Well, the ticket is $12! D:
And I have no money...
But the amazing thing is...
Hahaha, I will not say it. But I gotta thanks two person for that.... And you know who you are. :D
Went in and rot around and met Rayblade and Denise!
Took some picture and then go around again.
I have to say, its quite a trouble to wear that helmet.
It is made tight fit... And I couldn't add any foam around it to ease pain...
So I have to suffer constant pain every time the helmet is on.
So I keep having to remove them.
Then finally after rotting around... News of Ma Chao appearing at the event spreads around. Me and Luca and everyone quickly rushes to him! :D
Nouhime is also at the event too!
Actually, I am waiting for the both of them, since they are part of the team. Its rather sad that Acktosh could not finish his Nobunaga on time and does Ma Chao instead...
After the event ended...
We went to BK to eat.
We gathered around and chatted for very long.
It have been quite awhile since the group gathered together like this...
Though not as large as back then when we are all together, it is still feels the same. Hanging out with them sure makes me feel good. I can never forget the days I spend with Acktosh and gang, those KTV outings we had, props making session or even just meet up to talk cock sing song... They make my life more interesting with their strange sense of humor and their brilliant advices.
Alright, I will end my blog post for today.
The pictures of EOY will be at my Facebook. :D
Im just lazy to post. :D
9:57 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Seriously.
I screw up my sword modifying..!
I dont believe it!
WTH am I doing!? D<
Wasted an entire PP Board trying to get the angle right so that I can glue in on the blade to form the surface... But I keep screwing up!
$2 just wasted into the bin as the try-out turns out to be a failure. ITS $2~! THATS IS A LOT OF MONEY!!!!! T.T
I need to be serious... But wait... I already am!!! So why am I still failing!?
How can I let such small mistakes defeat me!
I need to keep fighting this war against errors to make the best out of my sword!
For some reason not known to me, my body is rejecting my sleep, causing me not being able to sleep peacefully.
To be unable to sleep peacefully... IS THE WORLD SECOND MOST HORRIBLE THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
Well, at least the good news is that my watch is fixed. I thought it was missing ever since I cant find it at where I last place it in - the bunny bag's leg. In fact, it was my dear mother who bring it out to fix it. Thanks mum.
Without my 8-minutes-in-advance watch, I keep being late and keep being unable to keep track of my time! The ancient phone that accompanied me for 4 long years is dying. I cant even change the time and set the alarm! Now my watch is back, once again, I felt that time is on my side.
But...
Shits been real fucked up.
Things didnt really go as what I expected...
But nevertheless, I will survive this terror like I did before.
Still, I have a god-damn limit.
For a God-forsaken guy like me, there is only one thing I can do is to...
Survive on instinct.
However...
My instinct is malfunctioning!!!
Why~~~~!? T.T
I have been practicing my swordsmanship with either the RSW short sword or my bokken and spearmanship(is there such a word?) with the RSW short halberd at home as a way to exercise! By why is my instinct starting to fade away!?
Is it because I have not been doing drills? D:
Or is it because I am not eating right? D<
I have to eat one meal a day now in an attempt to save money. The food at teban is rather expensive now. The food is also getting from bad to worse! What ever happen to my fav. Prawn Mee!? T.T
Gah...
My controls over the rest of the negative side of life is fading away.
I cant seem to control my Greed as well as I use to.
I cant seem to control my Anger as well as I use to..
I cant seem to control my Lust as well as I use to... AND THIS IS THE THIRD, MOST TERRIBLE THING IN THIS WORLD THAT CAN HAPPEN TO ME!!!!! T.T
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I might need to go on a rampage before I can calm down..!
But that is impossible in this country... This aint Iraq or a war-torn country!
Dammit!
Be cool...
Be calm...
Shit. Situation is going from bad to worse.
I gonna need to hypno myself. T.T
Argh.
And you...
You better not wake up...
2:05 AM
