Name--> NYX Gary
Gender--> Male
D.O.B--> 13.10.1991
Age--> 18
Status--> Attached
Country--> Singapore
School--> ITE CE (Simei)
Class--> UH0901A
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Slow!
Why so slow!?
Drop twenty, you this junk internet!
Then after twenty, go do twenty rounds around the SOC! D<
Because of the slow internet, I cant post up my pictures!
Then Hotmail just have to screw up. Cant even see my mails! D<
I need to view my password for Photobucket, but because Hotmail refuse to allow me to open ANY mail, I cant view the one which contains my password! D<
ARGH.
ITS FRUSTRATIIIIINNNNNNGGGGG.
Think Im about to blow up.
The count-down timer in my heart is counting down to its explosion.
Stupid brother.
After talking and getting along with him for the past months, he is refusing to change himself for the better.
I have completely given up hope on him.
Someday, when he falls to the ground and realise his mistakes...
IM SO GONNA STEP ON HIS FACE AND SAY....
"Wake up to your senses now? Go to Hell, I cant be bothered."
ARGH.
HGRA.
argh.
hgra.
*cools down*
Sorry guys, no pictures can be uploaded at the moment.
I have no luck(coz I dont believe in luck) in getting the internet to work properly for once.
Now...
For the past few days/weeks, I have been doing a lot of things and thinkings.
Finally, after AFA'08...
I decided to quit Chingay 08.
Reason huh?
I guess certain 'mysterious' person who stalks me might wanna know... So I will be a kind-hearted soul for once and say...
1) Training location too inconvenient for me. Its at EXPO and TKSS which is at Eunos for GOD SAKE. It now takes $20 bucks to fuel my EZ-Link card for transportation fees.
2) My passion for power-risers just reach the end of line. The reason behind this, is because... My ultra sensitive radar to attention seekers got screw up(exploded, literally) due to too many popping out and jamming my radar. Somehow, going training is ok, but my mood drops when I see people desperately trying to ahem ahem ahem ahem. I shall not say further.
3) Cosplaying is still my burning passion. I still have intention to make it for EOY, with a redo of Kanetsugu Naoe, but with better, more durable, less painful helmet and more metal looking sword instead of an obsidian one.
4) My way of thinking clashes with the majority(Actually, all of them) and after doing my best to merge in with the environment, I decided its pointless as it will only affect my way of thinking.
5) I have notice my other personalities is trying to overtake my calm and compose personality soon. I'm getting more and more impatient. Im getting more and more dominant as the day passes. Unable to grasp the basics of learning how to control my dominant side of my personality(the result of learning how to teleport before you crawl), I decided that I will not only spoil the fun in the training with my murderous face and overly-militarized attitude. Not obvious, but I keep feeling im getting more and more sarcastic.
Jeez, Caleb once say this to me - Do you know? When you are standing up in train, looking out of the window... Not moving a single bit... I know you are resting but... To the people who dont know you... To them, you look as if you are letting your murderous intent leak out way too much. - Or something like that. I thank Caleb for being frank with me, which is good. But yeah, I cant do shit about it!
Tried SMILING ALL THE WAY whatever I do and wherever i go. ITS... GOD... DAM... TIRING!!!!!!! WORSE THING IS... A KID CRIED WHEN HE SAW ME SMILING!!!! *lightning strikes the background* D<
<.<
>.>
-_-
T.T
Am I destined to be like this!? T^T
Back to topic.
6) My sensor is fu*ked up. It is either F-up or its working like a pro radar. I keep feeling someone is going to backstab me. People keep giving me weird stares. Could it be rumours are out flying already? Could it be by the man- wait a minute. Error. Could it be by the BOY(Not worth calling a man, since he ain't one), who doesn't know what he wants but thinks he is better than others? To prevent 'The Chingay Holocaust' from happening, I decided to back out of the project.
7)Because... Because... *thinks* Oh well, nothing left. D:
IT IS A GOOD RANT.
I feel fresh!
All thanks to the Star, or my heart will explode, causing Zero/G*** to be overtaken by *****i and kill everyone alive.
Man, you guys should really play the game Call of Duty: World at War!
For WWII Freaks only. It includes a special - Nazi Zombie- mode.
Where you have to fight off waves and waves of endless Nazi Zombies which get harder and harder per waves.
The story goes like this...
Your plane got shot down and crash landed onto someplace in Europe that aint mapped. You woke up and realise your wingman is dead. *If you are playing multiplayer, you and your 3 friends woke up to see your wingman dead.
Then, you realise and look around the environment. Nazi troopers are coming out of the ground! They are zombies!
One Zombie who is close by kill your second wingman while you and your friends, miraculously, not even deciding to help, watch him get kill/rip off. Then, you guys decided to run for it, only to encounter an abandon house.
THEN, you and your friends, being 'clever' soldiers, for some reason, armed with only a bullshit pistol... Instead of escaping, decided to stay and turn this house into a fortress to fend of the endless waves of Nazi Zombies. :D
For every zombie you kill, you get points to buy guns from weird drawings on the wall. Yes, the gun just materialise in front of you and you get it! Amazing! :D
You can also repair damage windows to stop/slow down zombies from climbing in faster! And... You repair it without any tools! The boards use to stop the windows are mysteriously nailed onto the walls to cover the windows! :D
I died at lvl 12. Reason being... I played this game... With a few goons that is willing to sacrifice their deployable MG-42 and _____(name of japanese MG) at the mystery box. In the end, they got the pistol they have at the beginning and we, who needs their MG, died. Even my flamethrower is useless. T.T
Ok im tired.
Ciao.
Ha, woke up rather late and went to the training rather late.
Agree to go to training and went there as usual.
This time, the sun is blazing hot.
On the train to Toa Payoh, my head starts to feel dizzy. A kind lady offered me her seats after seeing me slowly swaying here and there as if I am about to fall. I kindly rejected and slap myself on the face and move to the joint section of the train. Lean backwards on the wall to relax... The train stops at station Kranji, and there is a slight delay. My unlucky day. In the end, I squat down all the way to Toa Payoh station.
Reach already, hurried out of the train and quickly rushes to Toa Payoh Park for Historical Weapon Sparring. Somehow, the short halberd and a short katana(not sure what is the actual name) suddenly seem so heavy. Was crossing the overhead bridge when I turn behind to see who's footstep is that. I saw Hao Yun. We both go to training and as we walk there, we can see Jack Sensei sparring with a newcomer.
Quickly do some warm up, and then drink some water to relieve off my headache. Then, soon after that, Hao Yun spar with Jeremy. Both of them are good with chinese weapons such as Chinese Straight Sword (Jian) and Chinese Broad Sword (Miao Dao). Jeremy tried the Pu Dao/Guan Dao (The one Guan Yu uses) against Hao Yun's Chinese Straight Sword. Despite being put to disadvantage by the length of the Pu Dao, Hao Yun manages to hit Jeremy. He got great reflexes that I should learn from.
Shortly after their match ended, Jack Sensei spar with me. He using Pu Dao and I using my triumph card, the short halberd. We spar away from the shelter, and in the sun, on the grass patch. I tap the ground, its rather solid, so it has rather good grip without too much friction, perfect. Round start off, I go hit on my head in one strike. Losing my control of my body, so I force myself to regain posture.
In the end, we keep hitting each other and finally, the match ended and I nearly loss conscious. But Im alright, I still can stand and STILL standing. Wearing Ice Hockey Helmets and Ice Hockey gloves as protection sure is hot, but they offer the best safety precaution.
Rested awhile then head off to toilet to wash face.
Somehow felt like vomiting, but didnt. Slap myself again and go back to training. Cannot waste time.
Next up, Ambush Scenario. 2 person will be the assassins and 1 person will be the one trying to escape the Ambush. The person who needs to run can only use Pu Dao. Runners will take two turns before switching with one of us.
Jeremy starts off as the runner. Hao Yun and I will be the one to prevent him from reaching his goals through any means necessary. I am using Miao Dao and Hao Yun is using Jian. First round, I died from a leg wound. Hao Yun manages to hit Jeremy. Second Round, I died from head wound, and Hao Yun lets Jeremy escape.
Hao Yun's turn as Runner. Jeremy is using Jian and im still using Miao Dao. Hao Yun aint good with the Pu Dao, since its long and its heavy. But he still manages to cut me on my shoulders, and Jeremy on his legs. Second Round, Jeremy manages to distract, making use of his movement, I hit Hao Yun on his hand.
My turn as Runner. Jeremy is using Miao Dao, and Hao Yun using his Jian. I GGfied. Both of them are using their ace-weapon. And Im stuck with this heavy Pu Dao. I remain calm, think of the possible movement they can make and started predicting, and bingo, predicted the right move and hit Hao Yun first on leg and Jeremy on his leg too. Second Round, I hit Jeremy first on his leg and then got into a near stalemate with Hao Yun. Im losing my strength from the headache too much. I accidentally made a careless swing, and without my body weight to support it, it flew out of my control. Hao Yun saw the chance to attack, I nearly got hit, but manages to swing the Pu Dao up for an upper cut, hitting his hands that are close to the blade. I survived. Though not for the other time as Runner. I keep dying.
Training ended when I rested while Jack Sensei, Hao Yun, and the new comer spar. They did good, and the newcomer pick up skills fast, just that she didnt dare to move forward much.
Went home on bus afterwards then. The boring 2hrs ride begun and I tries to sleep. I cant. The head is turning me upside down, and the bus keep jerking left and right and up and down. How to rest?
In the end, SMS hong wei and Jacqueline replied my sms. So I sms the both of them until they didnt reply, which by this time, I already half-way on the journey. Reach my bus stop, nearly fell when I was climbing down the stairs. GGfied.
Quickly go back home and rest.
Hong Wei by this time already come down with 5 packets of magi mee. Yes, im doing the cooking. We eaten out magi mee, stay outside at the living room and watch Kamen Rider Blade showing on OKTO. The dubbing is... Horrible.
Then, went into my room after my dad wakes up and tries to use computer to distract my headache. It work. Maybe im just so hungry that It causes me to feel the headache? And then Hong wei left.
And here I am, supposingly watching Fantastic 4 just now, then finishing up chapter 15 of the fantasy novel im writing... My brain is dead now.
my cells running amok and headache is back, so I will stop here.
Ciao.
Oh, I got my phone credit so my phone is functional already. But please, SMS only. I dont wish to waste much on calls.
I just woke up not long ago after falling into a deep sleep. D:
Actually, I reach home at around 9am today, and something bad happen. D<
The electric circuit went kaboom! D<
Was bathing halfway through, washing my hair. D:
Then suddenly, i heard a silent "Boof..." and the water turn ice cold! D<
Tahan the ice water for 2 mins to wash off all the shampoo and then quickly dry and get change and check on the electric circuit. D:
No matter what I do to the circuit breaker, the electricity doesn't come back, and tadaaa! , i realise I cant do shit, so I ask my neighbour for help! D:
Ah De big bro(neighbour) came over to check, and he was having his meal some more! D<
Feel so bad lor. D<
He came over and check and realise that the heater plug overheated. D:
Despite having a safety tag/sticker on the extension thingy, it melts and cause the whole system to kaboom! (those who dont understand, dont worry, coz i dont too. D<)
Yeah, then, Ah De big bro's dad came over to check too. And they both concluded...
Circuit breaker's fuse must have kaboom. D:
I let out a sigh and thank them for helping me to check. They went home...
I stare at the circuit breaker thinking - Thats it, how am i going to sleep peacefully without my air-con or fan!? D<
Let out a sigh and go for breakfast with grandma and grandpa. After that, went home and try to sleep. D:
Turn on PSP and played the music 'Aimo' by Megumi Nakajima. Its a song from the anime 'Macross Frontier' . It has a soothing tune. Also, I am from uniform group NPCC before mah, so sleeping without any fan or air-con is fine with me. So my body auto think its camp and I fell asleep.
Anyway, the two days of party is fun lol, but I dont think i will go into details.
My hands is getting more and more tired easily.
Sometimes I even lose grip of something on my right hand all of a sudden. It is just so frustrating. I am holding my psp on my right hand, and suddenly, my right hand lost it's strength and let go. Even drinking water from bottle also. ARGH. *takes bokken and whacks right hand*
So that is all I have to about update.
Haiz, tmr how to wake up on time for historical weapon sparring? Now that I cant sleep... D<
I must master short halberd! D<
I know i am dam late, because I keep delaying the time where I should be blogging, and end up forgetting to blog. T.T
But Im back... FIRSTLY.... ALL HAIL OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE WON HE WON HE WON!!!!!!!!!
Ok, I know yet again, its late lol. :D
But who cares? I know he won and im happy!
I only just keep forgetting to post. T.T
Then recently- no, actually its yesterday. Went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic. For what?
To see Stagewerkz'08 lor. :D
Hong wei got me a free ticket... And since its free and I have nothing else better to do... I go lor. D:
Went there early, coz without a phone...
I actually HAVE a phone, its just that it dont have credit left, so I cant call nor sms. D:
Being in a school I dont belong to, and not knowing where to go and blah blah blah...
Then, it just so happen this scene comes into mind.
I was left behind deep in the enemy territory(Ngee Ann Poly) and was left with a faulty radio that can receive transmission but cant send out transmission. Me - "This is Alpha-1 to HQ, this is Alpha-1 to HQ, the team is down, request immediate extraction, please respond, please respond!"
*background with searchlight hunting for me*
After thousand failed attempts to contact via the faulty radio, i receive a transmission from I.O. Hong Wei. "Team Alpha, respond, respond! Dam, could they be dead!? Team Alpha, at 1800hrs, rendezvous at point L168 for extraction! The extraction vehicle is en route, and will desert anyone who is late by 10mins! Over!"
*background, me running away, entering an underpass after obtaining a bottle of Ice Mountain by killing an enemy soldier who is just about to drink it.*
*looks at radio time*
I am 3 hours early. *jumps into bushes as searchlight scanned the area*
Waiting... Waiting...
1758... 1759... 1800! *jumps out of the bushes and caught unwanted attention from soldiers*
*shoots back while running towards extraction point*
*down the slope, up the stairs and dive! Hands in pocket and out, flashing the ticket*
-End of story-
Ahem.
That is the exaggerated version. :D
It did not happen, so dont worry. :D
In fact, the whole time, i was waiting, sitting at the bench playing psp.
When I got in to see the competition, it was great.
I voted for Jael. Her voice is good, and she sings Bon Jovi's Have a Nice Day very well. Alot of interaction with audience compared to others. She ask people to sing along the phrase - Have a Nice Day- when she points the mic at the us. They did sing back. :D
Her movement was great, it shows great confidence and she was not tense at all. :D
Then, i predicted Cordelia will get 2nd and Fion will get 3rd. Hong wei did not believe my prediction. In the end, the result is as followed.
1st- Jael.
2nd- Cordelia.
3rd- Fion.
Hong Wei kena shock. :D
Hey! My prediction is absolutely correct! I am the 21st Century 司马义!!! :D
Then blah blah blah(award presentation and shits) and we went home. :D
Then, today i did nothing, cant attend both sparring lessons and chingay practices. My knee... haiz. *takes knife and brutally stab knee*
After that, when knee is feeling better, went to eat with hong wei.. Haiz, day wasted thanks to *points with guns* this useless knee of mine.
Some people just dont get it.
Or...
Are they just thick-skin mammals that doesnt think?
Already they have came to know about why I prefer people addressing me as 'Zero' instead of '**ry', yet they insistingly refuse to acknowledge me as 'Zero'.
And yes, I need to rant.
Those who does not wishes to see it, get the fuck off.
*The following will be directed at the special person who have cross the line*
That is a pure display of trying to disrespect/looking down upon someone.
I DON'T CARE whether you are used to calling me '**ry' more than 'Zero', but I have already not once, not twice, but thrice told you that I do not wish to be address as '**ry'.
Whats more, you ain't THAT CLOSE to me compared to Kenji and Nelson. The two of them, have been calling me '**ry' for 4 years, and yet, they could still address me as 'Zero' so I dont see why you cant.
Doesn't mean you are a knowledgeable mentor you are all good, and have the right to do what you want. Yes, you are a trained leader. But you are a failed breed of them.
The only reason is because you lack RESPECT.
No, that will be extreme. you DO have RESPECT in your brain, and you respect everyone, which is good. BUT WHY? WHY IS IT SO HARD, TO RESPECT ME? AM I NOT THE SAME AS EVERYONE!? AM I NOT A HUMAN!?
Seriously, can you spare some thought about this? Where is the equality? I dont get the respect I wanted, and how do you ever want me to respect you?
My impression of Mr.(insert name here) is deeply cut into two.
You know who you are when you read this blog.
*End of rant*
Also, I need to thanks Caleb, though I dont think he will be able to see this, since he dont have my email. D:
Without him trying his best to talk to me on the MRT, I might have just maintained that murderous face with blood red aura of death-to-anyone-who-step-1m-near-me. At least he try his best to cook up a topic to talk about, and somehow it put me at ease as my murderous mood slowly fades away. Caleb, thanks again!
And also, to idiotic friends out there who is just TOO insensitive, I dont take addressing me as '**ry' a bloody joke. Think twice before even thinking of joking around with me about it.