...The Evening Sky...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
There aint any title. Coz I cant think of any to suits today's... Boredom. :D
Sian-ded(Learn from Hong Wei), totally nothing to do. I woke up at 3pm+ and I was shock. D:
I didnt expect myself to sleep so late!
But I think its a good thing I guess, if not, I will be rotting at home doing nothing.
At 7pm, I went to JE to have my dinner. And of course, go EVA's house.
Played Gundam Musou on PS2... Yes, you didnt hear wrongly, PS2.
Cleared Heero Yuy's campaign(Cant help it, I am Gundam Wing Die-Hard Fanboy!), and then tried Millardo Peacecraft before going back home.
And here I am... Sian-ded by Zhi Hao when he say tomorrow cannot dry swimming le. T.T
Both me and Hong wei was like... Haiz, sian-ded. -_-"
What am I going to do later today? Rot? Or do something else?
I might drop myself in Jurong East Library to read a few historical books... Well, one of my methods to kill time and get rid of boredom and gain some knowledge. :D
And guess what? I am going to rant. :D
This time, about teenagers aged 14-18. :D
I have female teenagers coming to me telling me they like this guy lah that guy lah blah blah blah.
One very very common case, lets use one example --> I ask the girl how long did she knew the guy. She answered me 3 weeks. I went LOL WUT. She even confessed to the guy. The guy even ask her is she sure.
I question her further, asking her is she sure of her feelings, she say yes. I ask her again, did she know the guy in person? Her answer is NO. :D
Then, a few days later, she talk to me again. Telling me she met that guy already. I ask her how is it, she answered fine. I ask her again whether did is she the kind of guy she like(something like that), guess whats her answer? :D
Eww no that guy is so ugly.
Haha. Telling me you wanted true love and all your actions clearly shows that you only wanted a guy for superficial reasons? Thumbs down to you on that.
Nowadays teenagers, both boys and girls. Are getting more and more materialistic and superficial. All the boys wanted a beautiful and sexy girlfriend, and all the girls wanted to have a rich and handsome boyfriend. Why? No not for love. Its for them to satisfy their cravings, their lust. Or best, to show off to their peers. Then what happens if there is a more better looking boy or girl? They will get close to him or her, and then go onto another relationship with him or her then break off relationship with the previous one.
Then, what happens when those teenagers that broke up with their previous 'lovers' broke up with their current 'lovers'? They will complain - There isnt any really caring girls/boys anymore in this world left. - and then go emo by cutting wrist and all.
Dont complain as if you are Innocent, dogs and bitches.
Relationship wasn't a game to begin with. Love? What is Love? Teenagers nowadays only take it as a game. A-Fuck-And-Go-Thing. Then why do you people continue to act in front of me and say "I go for heart de, not for face de." Stop the act. The more you act, the more I feel like puking at how you try to make yourself look so all good and nice.
Sorry, but my eyes can see through who you really are, and who you are not. Period.
Well, saying all these, those teenagers wont change their mindset one bit. :D
Remaining nice guys and nice girls out there(which is only 1% in Singapore), I salute you. Keep up the good work. But do take note, you are more likely to get abused by others.
But if you cant take it anymore, slap that guy or girl that keeps telling you, there aint any nice guys or nice girls anymore and say "Its not that there isnt, we are always here, but you overlook us for someone more handsome or pretty, you are so superficial." :3
2:26 AM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
WARNING: LONG POST DETECTED! XD
The time as come! xD
Basically, during Saturday, there was two event for me.
1) NDP Appreciation Tea by Touch Community Service for Act Two Scene 3 performers.
2) Natsu Matsuri 08 at Japanese Primary School.
Haha, lets talk about the first one. xD
Was there late. T.T
All thanks to the stupid bus 78 for not reaching the bus stop sooner and the train for suddenly stopping mid-way to Clementi. D<
How can that happen man!? How unlucky can I get!? D<
Haiz, suppose to meet Kenji there at 2pm. I reach there at 2.30pm, by that time, they left. T.T
Sad, so I go to the direction myself.
I walk around and got lost, forget to bring the map along.
So I, being a pathfinder... Start to think.
And so, after thinking that I reach the place... I saw a random passer-by and ask, hey! Do you know where is Touch Community Service Theater?
The man look at me with 0_O.
I goes--> O_0???
"Erm, you are at the building itself already, the main entrance just turn left at the corner there and you will reach."
I goes--> D:
Reach le, I go in, the slideshow already started! D<
Quickly get random seat, then watch. Got to engross watching those pics that I forget to take picture. T.T
But nevertheless, there is a few performance and after that, we were separated to our individual Lines. xD
Here goes Line A! We gather at the speed of light! xD
In the end, we took some pictures! Even taking the certs macham like great rewards like that. xD
Anyway, here are the pics! xD
Not in order, firstly, I, a busy businessman on phone. I just come back from Korea, that explains the scarf. xD
Two, Formal shot of Line A. Dinie is missing! D<
Fun shot! xD Dinie is in! xD
Me and Wee Kuan. We both gays! Just kidding. xD
Line A mentor Bernice! Taken with me. xD
Shafiq and Me! He is to me, CTSS best dancer! xD
Certificate Presentation: To Dinie. xD
Certificate Presentation: To Clarence. xD
Certificate Presentation: To Zero(me!). xD
Certificate Presentation: To Celebrity. No lah, its Ong. xD
Certificate Presentation: To Guo Wei. xD
Certificate Presentation: To Nelson. xD
Certificate Presentation: To.... Dammit I keep forgetting his name! D<>

Certificate Presentation: To Sexay dude, Sufyan! xD

Certificate Presentation: To Jack the Muscle man! xD

Certificate Presentation: To Farique( is it right?). xD

Ok, here is the Natsu Matsuri part. xD
I rush down from TCST to Redhill to meet Hong Wei first. xD
He was there waiting for me for god knows when. xD
We took the train to EXPO, get the free shuttle bus, and go to the event... Nothing much there, due to the rain lol but in the end still fun. xD
Took a few pictures here and there, mostly taken by Hong Wei. xD
Lets take a look at them now! xD
Not in order... Taken when we are doing to the dancing thingy. xD

Hehehe. xD

Elite 5. xD

Me again! xD

Oops. xD

Doing the Tendou Pose! xD

Here comes... Kogasumaru! xD

The performance. xD

The drummers during the dance. xD

Taken by Spidey! xD I was too happily dancing. xD

Performance before the dance. xD

The Audience. xD

I am sleepy. But still can smile. xD

This looks serious. D:

Kogasumaru is here again! xD

The mask they are selling! xD

People walking around...

People again....

People again.. Wait, I spotted Ultraman Mask! D:

Audience again.

Thats all folks, enjoy. xD
10:03 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
What have become of me?
Every time I try to cheer people up or pull them away from their stress, I tend to get harsh comments from them.
Is it me? Have my choice of words been wrong?
Whats going on?
I no longer know.
I dont feel like myself, just anymore.
Why? Where have did he went to?
His words, have ease a hundred souls.
Now, with me...
Im losing it.
Where have I done wrong?
I can't find my mistakes, anywhere.
Im lost.
Very lost.
What happen to me?
Haiz... No use thinking about it... But still, it robs me off my mood to do things. I suddenly, just feel like hugging my bolster and went to a sleep and quickly forget this. Why? It wasn't like this before.
Mood rating - 0%
Things that I just wanna do right now - sleep and forget about this.
I just dont feel that I am myself, right now.
11:55 PM
Wanted to post about it...
Now how did Samtaro manage to convince me to do Decora!? D<
And why did I even agree without thinking!? D<
Im so dead. T.T
I am going to be decorated like a strawberry fruit cake. T.T
White, Bright Red, Hot Pink, Bright Yellow... T.T
Why~ Just Why~ T.T
Dam.
Sam bought me the Scarf already... Maybe going to wear it during Appreciation Tea by Touch Community Service? Or maybe not..?
...
......
I dunno how to wear a scarf! D<
There is still so many things I dunno yet. I wanted to try them out. But its best to do it one by one...
Gosh, im going to look like a gay in Decora. T.T
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Monster Hunter Freedom 2 I reach HR4 le! xD
Almost got owned by HR4 Bulldrome. D:
Killed Lao-Shan Lung and Shen Gaoren with Hong Wei and Samtaro today! xD
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Ok I have nothing to post le. I will be back when there are things or there are photos to upload! Cya guys. xD
12:18 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
OK. I know a lot of you have been waiting forever for me to upload the pictures... And I have been waiting for some of you to send me some... T.T
I finally decide not to wait. Time to Upload THEM ALL! :D
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NDP was great. But was also sad. Firstly, we couldn't use our Power Risers due to wet weather... Its the last performance already. All our hardwork, into the drain.
At the Central Entrance of the stage... Everyone was moody. Ian told me something to cheer me up and fire me up. He told me to say the same thing to Line A.
Hesitated for a moment. But in the end, dismiss my cowardy thought of not stepping up and say that.
So here I goes, gather everyone from Line A.
"Hey guys! Cheer up! Even without are power-risers, we will still perform! We will go out there, TO PROVE, to the audience, even without our Equipments, we can still perform, the performance is not dead yet! Why? Its simply because, we have the most Energy! We are the SkyRunners! So Cheer up! After the event, after the grand Finale... We will get up on our Power Risers again to prove the SAF wrong for thinking we will fail just because the floor is wet! Alrigtht? Lets do it guys! I have faith in everyone!"
Then we go ahead and perform. This time, everyone already boosted up and fired up. We wanted to be the best... And indeed, we are. Lol, Ian and I, at the promenade, when and does our turn slightly earlier. Guo Wei and Max did the same time. Then everyone did turn by turn like a Domino Effect! :D
Something we never achieve! IT WAS A SUCCESS! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Secondly, yup, said already... Its our last performance. We wont get to meet each other often. We wont enjoy the same training together and we wont sweat and suffer falls together anymore. We wont hang out much at Makan Sutra as much more anymore. Everyone is returning to their own life again.
But I believe, we will still meet. We are friends after all right? :D
We can always call up each other and hang out with each other right? :D
I still owe Clarence and his bro the tasty noodles at Clark Quay and I havent bring them there yet! D<
Hahahaha... Though it maybe over... But our bonds will never die! Coz we have the most Energy! We have the most Fun during training! We, have the best Mentors and SAF soldiers! WE ARE THE SKYRUNNERS! :D
Now....
Enjoy the picture!

Receiving my NDP T-Shirt during the number ??? training. xD

Everyone who was with us! This is taken when the performance is finish, and when we are going to eat. xD

VC! My model of the day was her lol. xD

VC and Shafiq! XD

VC and Me, by a mirror from the ID photo machine. xD

Shafiq, VC, and me. :D

Christine and me! I do look good in the Retro Spec do I? :D

Enters! Kai the Ghost! :D
Its Me, Chris, and Sher Kan. xD

Me and Big Boss Daniel! :D

Everyone! With me, Nelson, Kai, VC, Kenji, and the Shady figure is Ong lol. xD
Taken together with the deaf Ministry. :)

"OH MY GOD!!!??" *Shock expression* xD

Me and Ong! He is trying to look gay but failed. :D

Me and Christine! :D

Me and Christine again! XD

Christine, Nelson, I forgot who... And Kai. xD

Me in the Retro specs! XD

Jia Wei and Adrina! :D

The Black Knights did the Heart in the sky right? Their equipments - jet fighters. :D
I did the Double Heart in my costume bag. My equipments - Camera and a torchlight. :D

Kenji and Nelson! xD

Lydia, looking blur and tired. xD

Wen Xuan, refusing me taking her pic. -_-"

Ice-Cream! Strawberry Flavoured! I want! >:3

Natalie! :D

Some Mentor and Kai. xD

SAF Guards. :D

Line C doing their Warm up. xD

Adrina and Me! :D
Pardon my eyes, im tired. xD

Big Boss Speaks! :D

Sky runners listening closely to what Daniel have to say...

Introducing... The Swift Hands! XD

Dancers! Cheer on! xD

Clarence and his Bro. xD

VC again! XD

Lack of mahjong for months, and this is what we use to sub Mahjong. xD

Chris! :D

Guo Wei! XD

I am taking the girls eating, but Andre and the other guy caught my attention and I Snap! XD

Dinie and Farique! Their gay pose! Trying to advertise for Yeo's. xD

VC again! (I warn you, I have a lot of her pics lol xD) Eating KFC. xD

Father and Daughter. :D
In fact, they aren't. It's just the picture that looks like it to me. xD

Hahaha this is a nice shot of VC taken behind the fan. xD

Line A! :D

Line A again! :D

Jimmy and me! :D

Will you come with me tonight..? --> Me. xD
Yes I will... --> Sufyan. xD
This is what happens during last rehearsal. xD
Both of us trying to be gay, partly thanks to Yaoi Influence from friends. xD *facepalm*

Line A again! :D

VC! :D

Farique. :D

My power risers! :D

Nelson wanted an emo shot... So here I go. :D

The Motivators! :D

Giennieve! Taken by Andre. XD

Sufyan feeling tired and bored from coming early before final performance. xD

Natalie, Marlene, Adrina, and Chris playing Guitar! :D

Farique playing his anti-social device, the Nintendo DS! xD

Guess everyone is bored, tired, and feeling a bit down, huh..?

Adrina and Chris! :D

Snapshot taken by Andre. My expression is beyond my explanations. D:

Hahaha, cant see clearly, but Bernice is saying hi. :D

Our Medics at Work! :D

This shot is taken by Andre together with his collegue. xD

Me and Clarence during last rehearsal. :D

This is the drink called Calpis, the japanese version of Singaporean's Vitagen. Its diluted by Soda, and it still taste super sweet. D<
(this is where I will be working... Pasta de Waraku.)

The salad and corn soup. :D

Condiments. :D

Under my persuasion... Chris kissed Adrina! :D

Lydia and me. Taken at last rehearsal. :D

Me lol. -_-"

VC and me. Taken at Last rehearsal. :D

Charger trying to Zi Lian with my camera... -_-"

And Jimmy! Eating Pizza at Pasta De Waraku. :D
Thats about all folks... I will update soon. :D
10:11 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Morning woke up at 7am, prepare to go to orchard road for TrendZoom'08 again.
Went there, get my hair bleach by Acktosh and then dyed base colour of I dunno what. :D
Then finish liao, still got alot of time, walk to BUGIS! :D
For what?
Meet Gordon lor. xD
In the end, meet up with Samuel since he is at DG. :D
Both of us then walk to Bugis. lol. :D
Meet Gordon. Farique is there too! xD
Walk around and blah blah blah blah...
Then, Gordon and Farique went to Vivo City...
Me and Samuel walk to Suntec.
And reach there liao, did nothing but play MHF2 until my battery runs out. -_-"
Then, go for training. D:
Yup, the last training/rehersal for National Day Parade.
Im gonna miss those friends I made there. Especially those SAF Guards, who are like slaves for us. :D
But they are good! Im gonna miss Jia Wei and Eric the Tattoo soldier. T.T
I am the first few who reach sia. -_-"
Went there and lol the rest slowly flood in. :D
Training started. We go draw our equipments and left it at one side in lines, then go into a room to see our performance on the preview day.
The dancers screw up a few parts, BIG TIME. But hey, the skyrunners too! D<
Crap sia. Lol, Line A and Line F didnt get film much. We are performing on the promenade and those guys thought we are going out so never film us. Dam. But who cares lol? I got to perform in front of the President! :D
Training later on was rather harsh, but not something I cant take it. Too easy after you got use to the power risers, they are just like your legs.
Pain? I got none on that day. My old knee injuries doesnt hurt that much for no apparent reason(which is good) and my energy is more base on water. D:
I drank alot that day. D:
Finish training, everyone was tired, and happy at the same time. Because all of us, including the dancers, improved by major strides. xD
Everyone start taking photos with each other lol. Even I join in. xD
In the end, did a Yaoi shot with Sufiyan(I dunno how to spell his name!)....
I must admit, im getting more and more daring to do Yaoi shots. WHICH IS BAD! D<
Pictures not available now, since the rest havent send me yet. T.T
But when the picture is available, I will post. :D
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Today, did nothing other than Modeling for TrendZoom'08 again.
Went there and they start preparing my hair liao. D:
Acktosh brought me his blazer for me to wear. :D
Then my turn to go up on stage. He bleach my hair on stage and does the colour. 6GN, 4RV or whatever shit that I dont understand. D<
Then step off stage to go wash hair, and dye again.
By the time its done, i go backstage and wear the blazer. Acktosh styled my hair. GOSH ITS DAM NICE. To bad I have no camera sia. Sian. T.T
Alright its fine, the other two models is done, and we are up for our show.
Catwalk. -_-"
Yes, you heard it.
I walk up to the center. Followed by two female model, one on my left, one on my right. -_-"
After 2 eight counts, I walk straight up along the catwalk, then the two split ways to left and right.
Then, I move to the right, the right move to the left, the left move center.
And now I move to the left, the left move to the center, the center move to the right.
And then, 3 of us return to center. My arms akimbo and two of them place their one hand on me. *facepalm X200*
Idea by Jessie and Acktosh. -_-"
Then after that, got our rewards, then go home. D:
Now at home, doing nothing since phone out of prepaid values. Dam.
10:16 PM